Long Live The Reckless & The Brave

I still find this ^ relevant although the first day of the new year has already passed.

Well, today has yet been another ordinary, boring day. It gets more and more sickening day by day, really.

The day only started for me from afternoon onwards cause I woke up close to 12 noon. I just helped out with the household chores again today and I'm sick of how it's either me or my mum doing anything and everything while the other members of this family just mind their own business and do their own stuff. I'm so bloody annoyed at how they don't take the initiative to lend a hand, u g h.

I've been so annoyed at alot and by alot of people as of late. It's not even funny anymore. When will things start to go my way? I'm still waiting and yearning for that day. I'm getting tired but I'll continue to wait because I believe my wait will pay off eventually. 

I had another emotional breakdown tonight and it's gotta be the worst one yet so far this year. I just felt so much within that hour; enough to make me crumble to pieces. I'm thankful though to have someone who listened on while I vented my frustrations. Thank you my dear (you know who you are). It's not the first time you've seen/heard me at my worst and it most certainly won't be the last but thank you for listening time and again, it means so much you have no idea.

I'm praying so hard for the year to get better although it got off to a pretty rough start. Despite that, I'm still hoping for a turnaround of events (heading in a positive direction ofc). And when that happens, I'll be ever so thankful. Insyallah, that day will come and (hopefully) as soon as possible because I could really use some sunshine in this period of rain. 

Finally heading out the house for a couple of hours later on. Gonna accompany Nabilah to NYP open house and then I'll go visit Xuan at the hospital again before heading on home. It's gonna be a really tight schedule for me so I pray that I'll be able to keep to the timing I've been given. I can't wait to see Xuan again, I could really use a hug /sigh/.

In other news, I've discovered my newfound love for ATL! 

They're a really, really amazing band so go check their songs out, alright? :)

I guess that's pretty much about it for now.

Goodnight everyone, may the Friday be a good one for all of you (-: 

I'm still waiting for you to completely fit this description.

I can only hope you'll be the best that you can be, for me.