#nowplaying Simple Plan ft. Natasha Bedingfield - Jetlag
So, I was listening to this song and suddenly, it reminded me of when I was in UK and you were still here in SG. All this while, it never occurred to me as to how applicable this song would be in a situation like ours. We were hundred thousands of miles apart and we had to face different timezones.
It was very frustrating for me because I always wanted to talk/text you so badly but it was either you were fast asleep and I was still awake or I was fast asleep and you were still awake.
It's a complete headache seriously. But nevertheless, I remember how I made sure to stay up till at least 12am (UK timing) so that I could call you around 7am (SG timing) while you were otw to school and all.
Despite knowing that my bill would shoot sky-high, I still called and those calls lasted for at least half an hour each. Recently, I got my bill and it shot up to $520. Yes, I'm not kidding. I got screamed at by my mum and called an "idiot" because of that. I'm now grounded as a result of that too. The sad thing is though, that none of it was worth it in the end cause, when I got back from UK, everything changed. We were drifting apart and within days of my return from the UK, we stopped talking. You cut me off, just like that.
Before I left for UK, I told you how much I would miss you and you said you would miss me too and you were already missing me. You told me not to worry by saying, "It's only 10 days babe not 10 months."
But, I couldn't help feeling that anything could happen within 10 days and true enough, we're now history.
I wish I never went to UK. Maybe that way, I wouldn't have to unwillingly give you up in return.
It's all my fault, isn't it?
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