This applied to 'Nur Syafiqah' in the past and after 'her', I never thought anyone else could have such a big impact on me. I knew there were bound to be others but I thought it wouldn't be that easy till YOU appeared in my life. I'm not kidding but when you left me, you cut me deep.
You may be thinking, "We barely spent a month talking otp, texting and basically, getting to know each better by sharing our personal life stories and such; stuff we wouldn't trust others with that easily."
But hey, haven't you heard of "quality not quantity"?
It's not the amount of time you've spent with someone or known someone but what you shared in between that matters. Perhaps you're right, what we 'had' cannot be compared to what you 'had' with her but that doesn't mean I'm unworthy of you, right?
Honestly, when you cut me off from your life just like that and when you told me to indirectly move on via Twitter, saying that you're not the right one for me and I'm not the right one for you, I felt pathetic and lost.
I felt like I was not good enough, not pretty enough, not nice enough, not 'her' enough.And by her, I mean the 'her' that you like. That girl does not know how lucky she is to have a guy that remains so loyal to her despite her having a boyf and him having so many admirers. Although you can be a douchebag, I can see that when you're serious about someone, you're dead serious. But to the point whereby you give others false hopes and just throw them aside like that when you've gotten bored of them?
I've only got 1 thing to say to you for that:
"Who dafuq do you think you are?"
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