I've liked you since a long time ago but only started to love you about a month ago.
Either way, it's not been easy for me to have to let you go unwillingly.
But, I know you're happier now. Well, I could be wrong but you don't seem to portray the opposite.
No matter what, you still hold a special place in my heart and I'll never forget you.
I'll still be there for you if you ever need me. You can have my word on that.
"No matter how hard you get hit, just stand back up.
Keep standing until every last bit of energy and effort is used up :)"
Keep standing until every last bit of energy and effort is used up :)"
It's the memories that are killing me; they really are. They're eating me inside out. They're just tearing me apart to shreds, completely ripping every part of me till there's just no more of my existence.
As much as I try to forget about you or the past, everything comes rushing back all of a sudden and that just renders me useless and pathetic. You don't know how hard it is.
But no matter what, I'm still trying. I'll continue trying although I'll always end up failing.
Someday, I'll pass. (I hope I will)
Getting really, really tired of losing people. I've lost alot of people, those whom I really care about, love and hold oh so dear to my heart but these people, they'll never believe me if I say so. Only God knows. Oh well.
I never thought I'd lose you or rather, never thought I'd lost you that fast. It's all too rushed.
The thing is, does that boy even exist? Hahahaisssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
I'm getting tired of waiting honestly.
I'm afraid of getting played again.
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