"The day I, first met you, you told me, never fall in love."
I feel like slightly perming my hair lul. I'm starting to like the kind of like wavy hairstyles that all those pretty girls have. Hmm, can I have their hairstyle too please? Nope, it's not because I want to be like them but more of my own preference and liking. I ain't a follower, hell no.
Listened to "Bad Enough For You" and "I Feel Like Dancing" by All Time Low and I'm starting to like them but they're still not good enough to be my all-time faves but they're still really good! :-) I'm like totally spazzing over these 2 songssssssss homg. Demi Lovato's "Give Your Heart A Break" is the one stuck on replay though. I can't take it; it's just too good. I swear I love her and am starting to look up to her as a role model. Despite all the shit she has been put through in her life, she still manages to get back up on her feet in the end. Utmost respect for this woman please, mmhmm. #nuffsaid
Was busy deleting alot of unnecessary and unwanted pictures from my tpc and during that period of time, I came across the screenshot of the fb post you posted on my wall a few months back specifically on 31st of December, 2011. Everytime I look at that photo, it makes me think twice. I really don't know what you're up to. All that I'm sure of is that fuck yes, I miss you. I miss you a hella' lot. But, do I even mean shit to you at all? It's like I'm nothing. It's like I'm not worthy of you. I wish I was though. I wish you'd pick me. I wish you were truthful to yourself. I wish..........that this has all been just a horrible nightmare and everything would go back to the way it was when I wake up the next day.
Sadly, I've been wrong. This is the harsh reality of life.
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