إِنَّا لِلَّهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُوْنَ، اَللَّهُمَّ أُجُرْنِيْ فِيْ مُصِيْبَتِيْ وَأَخْلِفْ لِيْ خَيْرًا مِنْهَا.
"Sesungguhnya kami milik Allah dan kepadaNya kami akan kembali (di hari Kiamat). Ya Allah! Berilah pahala kepadaku dan gantilah untukku dengan yang lebih baik (dari musibahku)."
Credits: here
Well, it's been 4 days since nenek passed away and I still miss her so much. I wonder how she is doing now. I really wish she was still around though I can still feel her presence from time to time. Maybe it's just me but I believe I wasn't just imagining things. Been trying my best to hide my sadness from everyone while in school and it looks like I've carried on this pretense pretty well. I've got everyone fooled. They all probably think I got over nenek's passing within such a short time when truth to be told, I'm just suppressing all my feelings. It's prrobably because I'm used to faking smiles therefore, it's kind of a piece of cake this time round as well.
Trying my best not to neglect my prayers anymore. Praying is like a form of communication with nenek so that shall be my source of motivation :-) To all my cousins, stay strong please. We can do this, together, alright? <3
I love you all so much. Let's give it our best shot for MYEs and make our families and nenek proud!
I've got to stop here for now as it's already past midnight.
Goodnight world and to those who are having their MYEs, good luck <333
No comments:
Post a Comment