When was the last time you thought of me or have you completely erased me from your memory?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for youuuu tooooo.

urgh, i miss you so much. i fucking miss you so much. just a few days ago, you gave me hope and i thought that perhaps, there would be progress btw us after 1 whole year of waiting and being ignored. but then, you had to go and break my heart once again by ignoring me again soon after. whaddafug do you take me for? no, srsly.
i try to pretend that i'm strong enough to move on without you but it seems like you're able to do that and as for me? I can't. has it ever occurred to you how much you mean to me? i wish you could see whatever i'm typing now. it hurts, really. i miss you, really. do you miss me and want 'us' back, please?
i'm not gonna say much bcos' not much can change the awkward situation we've been put into.
i just have one thing to say: please, i beg you, stay away if you're just gonna mess with my feelings time and time again. i don't think my heart can handle heartbreaks anymore.

i'm this close to giving up on living. don't push me closer and closer to the edge of the cliff.