Currently addicted to Taio Cruz's "Hangover". I've come to realise that I'm starting to like clubbish/party music nowadays. Wait, that makes sense right? K, lol whatever.
Well fuck it, I'm finally on my period after a gazillion weeks -.- Now that I've gotten it again, I'm wishing it would just disappear like "kapoosh!" I'm always having to worry whether it will overflow and stain my bottoms anot. Meh, hate it.
Anyways, was supposed to initially head on over to Ridhuan's house today but fuck it; change of plans. In short, practically NOTHING went right today. Sadly, I don't have the mood to elaborate more on that. I'm just so fucking disappointed with how today turned out. It should be pretty obvious enough considering how much vulgarities I'm using in this post. #justsaying
I'm gonna head to the NTUC nearby soon. Gonna buy cat food with my mum. Honestly, I have no mood to go out thanks to my monthly nature call. Sighsighsigh.
Here's another thought:
I'm going overseas next week! (Saturday, 17/12/2011, to be exact) F I N A L L Y, it's M Y turn to leave Singapore temporarily. Everyone's like overseas now and I'm like" meep. i'm still stuck in sg." I honestly can't wait to go Bandung with my cousins <3 I really need to feel the bond I felt with them when we went for a holiday together to Terengganu last year :\ I miss all that, alot. I've been a bitch to them this year, I know. That's because 2011 has really been a fucked up year; sad to say. Well, I really hope the trip will be fruitful and fun. But the downside is, I can't bring my phone -.- Fuck this shit.
"Ya Allah, please jangan kasih ayah saya buat hal semasa kita pergi ke Bandung ya? Terima kasih Allah <3"
Almost forgot; I went for my mum's seconday school reunion at one of her friend's house ytd. Coincidentally, afiq is one of my mum's ex-schmate's son! Talk about a small world! I practically said to my mum, "eep! get me out of here now!" And she was like," where u gonna go huh?" Pfft. I think that reaction of mine makes it pretty obvious that I like him. My mum knew that afiq was my friend all the while and she didn't tell me earlier. Haiyo this woman. Haish. So yeah, I was try'na avoid his gaze the whole time and I was indirectly talking to him on twitter instead. Typical, unsociable ass :\ sighs. It was damn awkward ok!!! He was like uber cute and I was like some ugly freak there... When I was about to leave, he came over to my side and we made EYE CONTACT. But da fuq, I don't know what I was thinking okay. I actually stuck my tongue out at him instead of smiling! GAH. And he stared at me afterwards as if he was thinking, "WTH. o.o" He treats me like an acquaintance but sadly, he doesn't know that I ACTUALLY like him... He has eyes for somebody else but who, I'm not sure. He even treats Lush better than me when she's like a pms-ing bitch -.- Oh forget it, what was I thinking? I'm not even close to him or anything. Not like he's gonna give me the chance to be close to him.... Can I just kill myself rn? :\
After that, we dropped by Aunty Rosnah's place for her daughter's b'day party although it was practically like; over. LOL. Anyways, I got slightly cheered up when Uncle Jai gave me a bunch of lightsticks ^^ I got to watch the eclipse from their condo rooftop. It was uber cool :3 But sadly, it can't be seen clearly through the pics we took ): During all that, afiq suddenly mentioned me on twitter and I was happykid101 for a moment there. I mean, it actually meant that I crossed his mind! (even if it was just 1 second) I smiled like an idiot i tell u!!! >.< But eventually when Lush joined the convo, it practically went nowhere and he forgot about me. Thanks alot you fucking bitch -.- U R G H.
I'm gonna end here for today. I'm just really not in the mood at all.
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