"I am the hoper of far-flung hopes and the dreamer of improbable dreams. What labels me, negates me. ♡"

I swear I've been feeling so stressed lately. I'm literally having a pimple outbreak near the edge of my scalp and on my forehead. #urgh
was fucking stressed thanks to somebody but ya knw what? heck bout that asshole already. I'm done, like finally, literally fucking done. goodbye you. what was i thinking? we were over in 13 days, (is 13 really that unlucky a number? :\) why bother reigniting the spark that had already long gone disappeared hmm? but nevertheless, thanks for the memories. you were my 1st (sadly) but thanks (: i can't deny i miss the past but that's the point of moving forward. we have to forget about the past so sadly but hesitantly, goodbye.
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Well on the other hand, ytd night was pretty epic. Hadi suddenly started an fb convo with me, asking if i was ok cause i seemed pretty down and emo on sunday night when we all went for supper together at east coast lagoon food village. I swear i literally went "awwh" and my heart melted. That budak perangai mcm mat kental actually cared about me <3 hehe, but ya knw guys? they have their pride so they don't want to admit to things that make them seem less "manly" :P
either way, thank you hadiboy <3 i swear ur the most annoying yet best cousin i have <3 ily bodoh (;
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However, the most annoying part was when for a moment there, I thought abg shibly was posing as hadi on fb again. I was so annoyed like asdfghjkl. and i was like maki-ing him. heh. then afterwards, hadi texted me and started to convince me that it was him all the while, making up all sorts of excuses. up till today, i still don't know who i was chatting with ytd night. was it hadi or abg shibly hmm? major headache i swear. whatever it is, i told hadi i would smack the shit outta him the next time we meet. #muahaha 
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Can't wait to go Bandung on the 17th! Sadly, we're only going for 6 days (might as well make it 1 week kan? HOMG useless parentals' planning) That is like 11 days away lehhh. SighSighSigh. The downside is, eee abg shibly's family is following. i mean, i have nothing against kak huda and her children (although alishah is annoying shit ; that brat) but i don't like abg shibly. annoying jer. he's funny at times but i still "hate" him. pffsh. I'M GONNA GO SHOPPING THERE I DON'T CARE. They better have nice, swag-ass clothes I tell you. Hmph. 
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Well, better get off here now. I promised myself to revise O'-level malay today and Imma do it right! <:
Tata for now peoplezxxccc. Have a good day! xx. <3