Dirty Bit.

AHAAHHAHAHAH Simon & Martina from EatYourKimchi NEVER fail to make me LOL irl.

So yeah, anyways, only fans of EatYourKimchi will understand the story behind the meme above xD Heh.

I'm heading out now, gonna go meet up with my cousins at Hadi's house and then, off to Pasir Ris Park to cycle! Though, I don't know how to cycle. HAHA, I'll probably just be the freak taking photos of them and enjoying the scenery like a fail tourist :b HEEHEE. 

On the other hand, Yasin is a damn cute abg I swear. He's so alim for he was like, "Amira, I go masjid first okay (:" Awwh, such a good boy :3 Things didn't work out btw us as a couple but I'm glad I still get to keep him as a friend and more importantly, as an abang. ILY Yasin <3 Good luck with Shahirah. HAHA (;

Ok, this is quite a fail post. Gotta go now! xx.

I've loved you for a thousand years. ♥

Harlu everyone <: Today's pretty eventful though I've spent almost the whole of today at home. But still, I try to make the most of it. Let's backtrack ok?


So yeah, I got up at about 9:30am this morning according to what my mum said that is but yet, I believe I woke up at 9am because I finished cooking at about 10:30 so yeah, try to make sense out of that. My mum taught me how to cook Nasi Goreng Sambal Belacan or Nasi Goreng Kampung rather for breakfast! I chopped the french beans, onion and other stuffs. I cried when I was cutting the onion ya knw!! I thought such things didn't happen in real life and only happened in movies!! My eyes were damn watery and painful but don't worry, I survived ;-)) hehe.
It turned out pretty good; nice but REALLY spicy. Guess I should not put too much sambal belacan next time huh? Anywaysss, my pedas nasi goreng caused me to poo poo and release the heat within me about an hour later. HAHAHAH k. Thennnn, I was in a quite hardworking mode; I started a "glossary" word doc for words in "The Chrysalids" which I do not know. I've only "attacked" the intro of the book and there's already ALOT of words I do not know. Meh, I feel dumb :\
While I was doing so, I was also chatting with my cousins thru fb at the same time. They're all going to Hadi's house tmr and to Pasir Ris Park after that; all that was planned WITHOUT me like whaddafug. But then, they ajak me and then I tried to persuade my mum but she like tak layan me. Haissss. Let's just pray for a miracle that she'll drop me off at Hadi's place tmr while she goes for her reunion thingy ); #prettyplease. About 2 hours plus later, I became hungry again so I asked my maid to masak for me maggie goreng for lunch/tea/whatever you're gonna call it. Ate it while watching the Doctor Oz show which is uber awesome ttm. It's a really awesome show ya knw #justsaying
In between the breaks of the show, I decided to install the "Path" app on my iPhone and tried to familiarize myself with it. Then, I spent minutes camwhoring, trying to get the perfect first picture to post on Path but to no avail. Sighs, #epicfail. 
After that, my mum and I discussed about what to cook for dinner and our finalized menu was:

• Ayam Masak Merah
• Cereal Prawns
• French Beans in Oyster Sauce

BAM baby, doesn't that sound good? ;-)) Helped my maid sediakan some of the listed ingredients and now, here I am bloggging away about what has happened today so far! HEHE, told ya my day has been pretty eventful :3 meow.

P.S. I forgot to mention that I fell in love with the song, "A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri after weeks of thinking it was a stupid, sappy love song. WOOPS ;P

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

Isteri : ape yang abg fikirkan tentang sy eh?
Suami : awak abcdefghijk...
Isteri : ape tu??
Suami : adorable, beautiful, cute, delightful, elegant, foxy, gorgeous & hot..
Isteri : ijk?
Suami : I'm just kidding..hahaha
Isteri : abang ni...lmn..
Suami : lmn?
Isteri : lempang muka nak??

kalau kita jawab , kurang ajar . kalau kita diam sabar , pijak kepala plak .

You know I feel your pain 'cause I done been through it

This pretty bitch above has been my twitter dp for almost 2 months now? Well anyways, changed my twitcon and fb profile picture to make them the same. Heehee.

I've most definitely gained bigger eyebags but heck, I'm still happy. ♥

I'm currently hooked onto Dappy's "No Regrets". It's a really amazing song that's so inspiring and just so unique. 

Why inspiring? It's because it includes lyrics like "No regrets, no regrets. No point in crying over yesterday, ay"

Why unique? It's because it includes several quotes from several famous people and they still fit perfectly into the song, rhyming with the lines before and after them; PURE GENIUS.

For example:

"I messed my life up, and yeah, I've been down

I'm a changed man now - Chris Brown"
Do you see the awesome-ness of this song now? HOMG I swear it's so good. Dappy, I ♥ you.
Thanks to this guy, I've become happier recently; no kidding I swear. Thank you Dappy sir'. ;D
Anyways, much has happened recently but I'm trying my best to not give a fuck and continue living my life the way I want it to be. I'm currently done with letting assholes and bitches mess up my life so I'm finally putting my foot down. Nobody messes with me and gets away with it. 
I'm currently quite happy and I wish to stay that way for a long time. ♥ Please.

Easy reading is damn hard writing. — Nathaniel Hawthorne

No Regrets.

Harlu everybody <: 

I spent today morning watching 1D video diaries but sadly, I'm still not done with them for I got distracted by something else. Heh, #foreverprocrastinating.

Then, this smartkid here just realised that her PSP (which she hasn't touched in over a year) could surf the web with wifi! So yeah, I searched for it like a mad dog and eventually found it. I finally hooked it up to my home's wifi and it worked! It can go to twitter and fb and practically any site BUT it has not enough memory to play videos on Youtube ); sighs, nvm, at least i can update my social networks while I'm overseas! *cheese*

Technically, I wouldn't have to go through all this trouble if my dearest mother had allowed me to bring my iPhone but noooooo, she doesn't wanna risk losing it. Pffsh, as if I'm THAT irresponsible. Hmph.

Anyways, mission accomplished! AND AND AND Hadi is coming for the trip and not his camp thingy! YAY!

I have my bestest annoying yet funniest cousin for company! <333

Anyways, I experienced technical problems with my PSP's memory card and I spent about 3 hours freaking out, trying to fix it. After sourcing out every way possible, I decided to just restart the whole darn computer and guess what? Restarting my tpc solved all my problems. Aigoo...

Currently chatting with with Hazeem thru msn. Long time since we did, lol. We're like a pair of angry birds, insulting each other but calling each other "my dear" at the same time. 0.0 fugging weird ttm i swear.

Kbye for now! I'm going overseas tmr! xoxo.

I loved words. I love to sing them and speak them and even now, I must admit, I have fallen into the joy of writing them. — Anne Rice

We used to have what we had, get it?

Currently addicted to Taio Cruz's "Hangover". I've come to realise that I'm starting to like clubbish/party music nowadays. Wait, that makes sense right? K, lol whatever.


Well fuck it, I'm finally on my period after a gazillion weeks -.- Now that I've gotten it again, I'm wishing it would just disappear like "kapoosh!" I'm always having to worry whether it will overflow and stain my bottoms anot. Meh, hate it.


Anyways, was supposed to initially head on over to Ridhuan's house today but fuck it; change of plans. In short, practically NOTHING went right today. Sadly, I don't have the mood to elaborate more on that. I'm just so fucking disappointed with how today turned out. It should be pretty obvious enough considering how much vulgarities I'm using in this post. #justsaying


I'm gonna head to the NTUC nearby soon. Gonna buy cat food with my mum. Honestly, I have no mood to go out thanks to my monthly nature call. Sighsighsigh.


Here's another thought:
I'm going overseas next week! (Saturday, 17/12/2011, to be exact) F I N A L L Y, it's M Y turn to leave Singapore temporarily. Everyone's like overseas now and I'm like" meep. i'm still stuck in sg." I honestly can't wait to go Bandung with my cousins <3 I really need to feel the bond I felt with them when we went for a holiday together to Terengganu last year :\ I miss all that, alot. I've been a bitch to them this year, I know. That's because 2011 has really been a fucked up year; sad to say. Well, I really hope the trip will be fruitful and fun. But the downside is, I can't bring my phone -.- Fuck this shit.
"Ya Allah, please jangan kasih ayah saya buat hal semasa kita pergi ke Bandung ya? Terima kasih Allah <3"


Almost forgot; I went for my mum's seconday school reunion at one of her friend's house ytd. Coincidentally, afiq is one of my mum's ex-schmate's son! Talk about a small world! I practically said to my mum, "eep! get me out of here now!" And she was like," where u gonna go huh?" Pfft. I think that reaction of mine makes it pretty obvious that I like him. My mum knew that afiq was my friend all the while and she didn't tell me earlier. Haiyo this woman. Haish. So yeah, I was try'na avoid his gaze the whole time and I was indirectly talking to him on twitter instead. Typical, unsociable ass :\ sighs. It was damn awkward ok!!! He was like uber cute and I was like some ugly freak there... When I was about to leave, he came over to my side and we made EYE CONTACT. But da fuq, I don't know what I was thinking okay. I actually stuck my tongue out at him instead of smiling! GAH. And he stared at me afterwards as if he was thinking, "WTH. o.o" He treats me like an acquaintance but sadly, he doesn't know that I ACTUALLY like him... He has eyes for somebody else but who, I'm not sure. He even treats Lush better than me when she's like a pms-ing bitch -.- Oh forget it, what was I thinking? I'm not even close to him or anything. Not like he's gonna give me the chance to be close to him.... Can I just kill myself rn? :\


After that, we dropped by Aunty Rosnah's place for her daughter's b'day party although it was practically like; over. LOL. Anyways, I got slightly cheered up when Uncle Jai gave me a bunch of lightsticks ^^ I got to watch the eclipse from their condo rooftop. It was uber cool :3 But sadly, it can't be seen clearly through the pics we took ): During all that, afiq suddenly mentioned me on twitter and I was happykid101 for a moment there. I mean, it actually meant that I crossed his mind! (even if it was just 1 second) I smiled like an idiot i tell u!!! >.< But eventually when Lush joined the convo, it practically went nowhere and he forgot about me. Thanks alot you fucking bitch -.- U R G H.


I'm gonna end here for today. I'm just really not in the mood at all.

a happy, retarded kid.

Harluuuu everybody <: So yeah, I opened up Youtube to listen to INFINITE's 'Paradise' initially but then I saw there was a notification in my inbox so I decided to check it out first. Someone had send me a reply comment so I was wondering, "in reply to what? i can't possibly rmb on such short notice." I went to click on the video to scroll through all the comments. So, this was the video that I was redirected to:

So I scrolled and scrolled and scrolled to see my comment from over a year ago. Apparently, I commented "omg! did u see donghae look into the cam!?i practically DIED*" 

I was shocked to see 53 thumbs up for that noob comment of mine. Then, I saw 2 reply comments to it too! I decided to watch the video again so I clicked on the original link and obvsly, the page refreshed. That was when I got the biggest surprise of my life. 

I saw this:

HEHEHEHE. Do you see it? The highlighted comment in blue is mine!! Don't mind the lame Youtube username please for that was created last year :p Well anyways, I got 53 thumbs up and I was one of the top comments!!! ASDFGHJKL. It's an achievement to me ok. Call me childish or whatever but I totally spazzed when I found out. #proudkid here. Me-0w. 

K, fine. The end <:

"I am the hoper of far-flung hopes and the dreamer of improbable dreams. What labels me, negates me. ♡"

I swear I've been feeling so stressed lately. I'm literally having a pimple outbreak near the edge of my scalp and on my forehead. #urgh
was fucking stressed thanks to somebody but ya knw what? heck bout that asshole already. I'm done, like finally, literally fucking done. goodbye you. what was i thinking? we were over in 13 days, (is 13 really that unlucky a number? :\) why bother reigniting the spark that had already long gone disappeared hmm? but nevertheless, thanks for the memories. you were my 1st (sadly) but thanks (: i can't deny i miss the past but that's the point of moving forward. we have to forget about the past so sadly but hesitantly, goodbye.
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Well on the other hand, ytd night was pretty epic. Hadi suddenly started an fb convo with me, asking if i was ok cause i seemed pretty down and emo on sunday night when we all went for supper together at east coast lagoon food village. I swear i literally went "awwh" and my heart melted. That budak perangai mcm mat kental actually cared about me <3 hehe, but ya knw guys? they have their pride so they don't want to admit to things that make them seem less "manly" :P
either way, thank you hadiboy <3 i swear ur the most annoying yet best cousin i have <3 ily bodoh (;
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However, the most annoying part was when for a moment there, I thought abg shibly was posing as hadi on fb again. I was so annoyed like asdfghjkl. and i was like maki-ing him. heh. then afterwards, hadi texted me and started to convince me that it was him all the while, making up all sorts of excuses. up till today, i still don't know who i was chatting with ytd night. was it hadi or abg shibly hmm? major headache i swear. whatever it is, i told hadi i would smack the shit outta him the next time we meet. #muahaha 
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Can't wait to go Bandung on the 17th! Sadly, we're only going for 6 days (might as well make it 1 week kan? HOMG useless parentals' planning) That is like 11 days away lehhh. SighSighSigh. The downside is, eee abg shibly's family is following. i mean, i have nothing against kak huda and her children (although alishah is annoying shit ; that brat) but i don't like abg shibly. annoying jer. he's funny at times but i still "hate" him. pffsh. I'M GONNA GO SHOPPING THERE I DON'T CARE. They better have nice, swag-ass clothes I tell you. Hmph. 
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Well, better get off here now. I promised myself to revise O'-level malay today and Imma do it right! <:
Tata for now peoplezxxccc. Have a good day! xx. <3

When was the last time you thought of me or have you completely erased me from your memory?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for youuuu tooooo.

urgh, i miss you so much. i fucking miss you so much. just a few days ago, you gave me hope and i thought that perhaps, there would be progress btw us after 1 whole year of waiting and being ignored. but then, you had to go and break my heart once again by ignoring me again soon after. whaddafug do you take me for? no, srsly.
i try to pretend that i'm strong enough to move on without you but it seems like you're able to do that and as for me? I can't. has it ever occurred to you how much you mean to me? i wish you could see whatever i'm typing now. it hurts, really. i miss you, really. do you miss me and want 'us' back, please?
i'm not gonna say much bcos' not much can change the awkward situation we've been put into.
i just have one thing to say: please, i beg you, stay away if you're just gonna mess with my feelings time and time again. i don't think my heart can handle heartbreaks anymore.

i'm this close to giving up on living. don't push me closer and closer to the edge of the cliff. 

Hypophrenia - A feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause

This sooooo totally happened to me yesterday. I was feeling fucking upset to the point whereby I cried every few minutes, even in PUBLIC. While I was walking, I cried. While I was trying to sleep, I cried. While I was trying not to cry, I STILL cry. #whatisthisseriously

Before I continue, I would like to copy & paste this status I came across on fb:

‎'Live simply, and others can simply live'.
And the man who counts every single blessing with gratitude is the richest man in the world.

K so where was I anyways? Oh yeah, I found out 2 days ago that my maid is gonna return to Indonesia this coming Wednesday which is the 30th of November. The irony is that I cried on the second day of knowing that bit of information o.o #awkward. Yeah, so I cried my fucking heart out more than 10 times yesterday? I doa-ed to Allah, asking him whether he can make time pass by slower than normal, just for once because I don't want 30/11/2011 to come so fast. I want to spend as much time as possible with bibik <3 She's really like my #bff in this household. Without her, I think I'm gonna turn back to being the lonely kid I once was. I can always be myself around her; ALWAYS. Yes, we fought alot of times BUT we come out stronger in the end, together :') She knows ALL my problems and has always been there for me come rain or shine. I love her to the ends of this earth, I'm not sure if she knows that though :\ Honestly, I don't want her to go. Call me selfish or whatever but it's because I love her too much to be able to let her go. Am I being ridiculously stupid and childish? ): She deserves to see her daughter and family members again after 2 years but the thing is, I won't see her anymore. I've been trying to persuade her to come back and work for my family again after the next 2 years but it seems my appeal is unsuccessful :'( Oh bibik, please please please? >: I don't care ok. You better not forget me. You better make long-distance calls to me and frequently sms me ; keep me updated about your life so I'll feel as though I'm not being forgotten by you. Please do me this favour, please. I'm very lucky to have you bibik, really. I still rmb the first time we met, I honestly thought, "HELL NO, I will never be able to get along with such an emo kia." Ok, maybe those were not my actual words in thought but I had some kind of similar emotion to that. But look at where we are now, how far we've come from to be like this two idiots who are undescribably close and love each other <333 It's not being lesbian btw (for those who are ignorant and reading this.) This is called treasuring the one you care for and love alot. Bibik, if you create a facebook/twitter acc, YOU BETTER ADD ME UP OK. I MEAN IT.
I have so much more to say but I best be stopping after these last few words of mine to you:
I LOVE YOU AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T EVER EVER EVER FORGET ME <333

Cause some days stay gold forever

Having a rough day? Place your hand over your heart. Feel that? That's called purpose. You're alive for a reason.


You are:
[] Good looking but not my type!
[] gangster
[] Nerd
[x] Okayokay
[] Hot/fit!
[x] Cute

If you text me "i miss you" :
[x] you won't even text so.
[] awww, i miss you too. ♥
[] who the hell are you

If you ask me for a relationship:
[x] Nah, you wont ask
[] Consider
[x] No
[] Yes. ♥
[] ALREADYY MINE ♥

If you fell down:
[] Oh no, you okay? :(
[] Help you up.
[] Watch you and just stand there doing nothing.
[] SERVER YOU RIGHT TROLL
[x] HAHAHAH HOW YOU FALL SIA? *help you up*

If you gave me roses for valentine:
[] Aww, how sweet of you. ♥
[] Thank you, how sweet. ;)
[] Throw them away in the nearest rubbish bin.
[] Step them and crush it on the floor.
[x] you won't even give.
[x] Sorry but I won't accept. :3

If you text me:
[] IGNORE
[] I'll reply if it's important
[x] I WILL OBVIOUSLY REPLY YOU :D

I want you to:
[x] Try to talk more
[x] Post this as your status too :)


So, the above is what afiq posted on my wall on november 14th after i liked his status. i was kinda upset at the results tbh :\
But tday, he called me SO CUTE <3 fuck yes, he even smiled at me and laughed at my jokes during madrasah tday :') i swear today is one of the best days ever. Thank you Allah <3 <3 <3

We're nothing anymore.

I've probably told this to so many people before ; I can never remain friends with guys for we will always end up enemies or just not talk to each other anymore in the end. The feeling sucks though because I never intended for things to turn out that way. I want to be a nice person who's liked by everyone. Is it that hard to achieve? Why am I so imperfect? I bet not everyone is like me, or maybe I'm wrong. Whatever it is, this feeling just effing sucks. Why be enemies? Why not talk things out calmly? No, that just ain't possible. NOT AT ALL. It's like EVERY guy that I know will either end up treating me as their enemy, misunderstanding me or just ignoring me for the rest of my life. Trust me, I've experienced too many times.
- Danial Yusoff
- Syed Muhammad Ibrahim Al-Attas
- Zubair Bin Abdul Rahim
- Muhd Rasul
- Jeremy Goh
- Yusri Bin Abdul Rahman
- Ridhuan (kinda ah, depends sometimes)
- Hadi (same case as Ridhuan)
- "Nur Syafiqah" (HEHE, code name for someone <;)
- Nur Hazeem Bin Abdul Nasser

Hmm, I bet there's been slightly more than that but yeah, that's still a hella' lot. /sighs/
Maybe I should turn lesbian. HAHA. K, no. I'm just joking peeps.
Bye for now while I drown my sorrows in..... MANGO PUDDING :3

Cintaku bukannya segera.

Hieeee everybody :-)

So, yeah, today is the last day of exams and I had my Math paper today. It was #killer omg. 

I really hope I get my estimated mark of 55 or even if I just pass, I'd be really elated.

Then, I went out after school with Swaathi, Marianne, Janani and Nadhira to Forum at Orchard.

I had noooo idea that place existed ; it's like an angmoh paradise cause there soooooo many angmohs omg. Everywhere you look, there'll be an angmoh. #weirdyetcool

We went there to get Swat's lil' bro a present from Toys R' Us and we played like childish lil' kids over there! DAMN FUN!! We were trying out the different toys, plus, Swat, Janzxc & Marianne were trying on the different Halloween masks xD 

Swat and Janzxc took a damn cute(freaky) picture tgt! HAHAHA! Swat used a Frankenstein mask while Janani used an Obama mask. HOHOHO :3 It was honestly really fun ^^ 

I enjoyed myself :-) Helped me to take my mind off maths temporarily :-\

Then, we went to the Macs there and we came across many KEEYUT angmoh babies & children!!! <: We could not stop spazzing ; I swear.

Swaathi had to leave halfway for her bro's bday partay though. /sad/

We had interesting talks and Janani was just making us LOL big time.

SHE ACCIDENTALLY STUCK A FRENCH FRY IN HER NOSE!!! BAHAHAHAHHAAH!!!

Anyways, we planned to watch Dream House tomorrow but since my dad ain't in town, my mum did not allow me to. Sighs. I kinda ruined the plan; sorry guys ):

But, I think I should be able to go for the one on Tuesday though! ^.^~~~ Can we make it on that day then? :-) #prettyplease That way, Pav and Farhana can also go! <:

K, now that exams r over, only then does the REAL hardworking mood kick in. #whatisthis -.-

I'm really bored lehhh. I duno what to do. I can't even rest my mind in peace cause I'll be freaking out and worrying over the results that we're gonna receive next week. #FML

Please let there be no failures. P.L.E.A.S.E ): /hopes & prays/

HEY HO. IT'S TIME FOR A SELF-SURVEY YO.

I got this quiz from my anak noob's blog and decided to do it cause I haven't done such things in a loooong while and I need a little breather from maths. 

Soooooo here it goes (:

Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating?

I've never even dated before. 

Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?

Not really. We're all still friends.

Do you miss anyone?

HELL YES ; alot :\

Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone?

Right here; right now. 

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?

Never did get a hug from the opposite sex before except for my dad.

Who is your celebrity crush?

LEE JUNHO. KANG MINHYUK. KIM RYEOWOOK. G-DRAGON <33 (these are the ultimate ones <;)

Can you touch your toes?

Pretty much, yeah.

Do you know anybody who was abused?

I don't bother to recall such horrid memories. I don't think so though.

Do you take walks often?

Nope. But I wish I did. Taking walks really helps to clam the nerves you know. I should try it some time.

Is silence really golden?

Depends on the situation.

If someone is angry with me, silence is golden because it gives time for both parties to calm down.

However, if you're really dying to talk this special someone and he just doesn't bother to give you the time of day; silence doesn't even qualify for a bronze. (woah chim seyh)

Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?

I have two pierced ears. Interesting enough?

Are you afraid to grow up?

YES. I am. There, I said it. Because when you grow up, things only get more complicated; never easier.

Who were you with last night?

My awesome friends (:

And my mum <33

Can you count past 100?

 I CAN! Does that make me a genius?

What language do you want to learn?

Definitely Korean bby. I'm forever holding on to that wish.

Any upcoming vacations?

School holidays ^^ Like the really really long one which apparently passes by so fast.

Do you care what people think of you?

I would be lying if I said I don't BUT I don't let such opinions get to me that easily anymore (:

Would you call yourself smart?

HELL NO. But I'm trying to work towards that (:

Plans for tomorrow?

• School.
• Crap it up with anak noob 8)
• Maths Consultation with Mr Lim (STOP PICKING ON ME BRUH)
• Enjoyable time going back home cause of my joker friends. (this is phrased weirdly. lol)

Is anything wrong?

MY TUMMY. OH DUCK, IT DUCKING HURTS LIKE A DUCKING MOTHERDUCKER.

Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?

I'm better off with my mum <33 

What did you do for your last birthday?

I can't really rmb... I think I celebrated it with my cousins and family members (:

What were you doing at midnight last night?

Snoring my ass off. 

Name something you CANNOT wait for?

THIS SUNDAY! I can't wait to see Hazeem again ^-^ hurhurhur.

OH OH OH AND HOLIDAYS (: 

What's your favorite season?

You must be new here cause in SG, we no have the 4 seasons.
  

Last thing you ate/drank?

Bee hoon soup with taufu lembut ^^

Who’s making you feel the way you are right now?

I'm feeling pain. I blame my tummy.

How many siblings do you have?

Unfortunately, I have 2 idiots for my brothers.

What's your favorite number?

It will forever and always be 8 (: 

What are you watching right now?

Nothing actually but I will be in a half hours time (;

Do you know how to swim?

I know enough I guess.

 

Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?

HELL YES. Hi anak noob, I wish I was as rich as you and smart as Janani.

Are any of your friends taller than you?

Is this supposed to be an insult to me? -________-

YA LAH OKAY. I 1.5 + only. Pffsh.

Have you ever been ditched by a friend?

Gazillions of times but thankfully, it's not that way now (:

But I bet it will happen again in the future. Such things come back around in the end.

I'm just not sure who will ditch me next :\

 

Do you currently like someone?

yeah yeah.

 

Do you think abortions are horrible?

You abort a baby ; you going down bruh. 

may u die young. gong xi fa cai.

Who was the last person who said I love you to you ?

The last person to continuously say it like a broken record was Yusri.

Oh god dude, get a life. Srsly =_______=

Annoying only. Tsk.


Btw, I have no idea why the top part of this post is highlighted in pink.
I think Blogger has a mind of its own. HUHU.
P.S. I like the shade of pink used (; klolwhut.

Will you come back? No one knows.

I don't really have much to say right now.

I just miss you.

The sun goes down, the stars come out.

Sighsighsigh. Am I falling in love? I don't think so right? Because none of them apply to me except for a few because apparently, I don't smell him and nor do I spend alot of time with him 

-.-

so apparently, this picture shall be deemed irrelevant then. urgh. waste of my time only. tsk.

HAHA! Ok sorry to sidetrack but I just found out why dylan took a long time to reply my sms; he was bathing. LOL. Been texting him on and off the whole of today. To me, he would make a SOOOOOOO much better boy bestfriend compared to Yusri -________-

Ass only that guy. Buang masa I jer. Ish!

Anyways, Dylan just told me he got 3A's for MYE. YaY! Good for you cutekid! ^^

He told me quite abit about his personal life. Sighs. Didn't know so many things could happen within a matter of 2 years... PROMISE ME NOT TO DO THAT ANYMORE KAY CUTEKID?

If you do, I swear I won't kawan you anymore :-P

Awwh but I could nvr bear to do that. Ily cutekid <33 (;

HI ANAK! I SAW YOUR FS POST ON YOUR BLOG AND I WAS NOOBLY TOUCHED. TERIMA KASIH FOR PLACING SO MUCH IMPORTANCE ON ME <33

I miss you; It's as simple as that.

Love is written in many ways!!♥♥♥
Te Amo ♥ Español
Eu Amo Você ♥ Portugués
I Love You ♥ Inglés
Je t'aime ♥ Francés
Ich Liebe Dich ♥ Alemán
愛してる ♥ Japonés
사랑해 ♥ Coreano

I got that from somewhere which apparently i do not know where. Great.
So yeah anyways, i'm just feeling really messed up and hurt. I miss him and I do not know what to do or what I'm doing with my life anymore. It seems to me like I'm just messing things up and adding shit to my problems. I only know one thing and that is; I miss you. I really really do.
I had my reasons for doing what I did in the past. I really did. But I don't think you would bother listening to what I have to say about that now... It was a mistake on my part and if given a choice once more, I would have chosen not to do what I did. At the end of the day, I guess I can only manage a simple sorry.
I guess  I should probably stop ranting now. I need to place more importance on other things instead of this. I need to get my mind off all of this...







I'm sorry.

Don&apos;t wanna try no more.

Went for Ustat TM Fouzy's open house at Kembangan CC tday and I saw palat boy!!! <33 #happykid <:
Then, I had guests over at my house in like finally how many gazillion years! Hadi, Ridhuan they all came over and it was uber funtastic! ^^
Hadi and Ridhuan kept disturbing me >( hehe. Well gotta admit I kinda enjoyed the attention :-P I would be lying if I said I didn't. Hehs. Afterwards, we went for japan raya again!! Hadi took my car for once :o
I was shocked. I'm still wondering why though. There must be a reason why. Hmm. But anyways, awwh thanks Hadi for treating me quite nicely for once <3 love ya bby (;
Basically, tday was just awesome <3 a great break after having a pretty productive week! -phew!- ^^
bye for now <: nights!

Don't Think Too Much ; It's Simple

   

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
HOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
ONE WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YOUNG SKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
REPLIED MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
ON TWITTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY


Hi. I'm a very very very #happykid97 right now cause One Way's Young Sky replied to me today, 8/9/2011 at 5:00pm!!!
Here's the cold, hard evidence babeyhhh:

SEE?! I TOLD YOU HE REPLIED ME ON TWITTER. 

I tweeted, "Hello Young Sky *^^*" randomly to him when I saw him trollin' on my timeline and when I checked my mentions after I finished studying, HE APPEARED AND I WAS LIKE, YOU KIDDING ME BRUH?! AM I DUCKIN' DREAMIN'?!

Aaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!~~~ Maybe that's what they mean by reap what you sow. I made today productive and in turn, I got a celebrity that tweeted me back, as my reward :')

And believe me, that's already a huge reward and I'm really thankful for it. I mean like hellooooo~ The world will see my name on youngsky's timeline, knowing that he replied to me.

I can just imagine those jealous faces. I'm just so happy cause I finally know how it feels to have a celeb, esp a Korean star, reply you on Twitter! IT'S LIKE DOPE BRUH. <33

OK. Enough sssssspazzing ;D

Gonna go off to eat now and study Chemistry later at night at about 8? :D Ok yep! That's the plan! SO LONG PEOPLEZXXCCC. xoxo.

Money, Love, Fashion, Fame and all that's in between.

HAHA OKKKKKK So I realised it's been quite awhile since I updated my blog thanks to Nat.
I don't have anything much to say lehhh. How ah?
K let's see... Hmm... So far, I played UNO, TIC TAC TOE and CHECKERS with Nat just now on msn. It was pretty enjoyable yet epic and I found out she was talking about me behind my back on twitter.
SHE TOLD THE WHOLE WORLD I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAY CHESS! (aigoo ><)
/actually, I still don't know how to play. lol/
And apparently, she suddenly confessed her love for me which is just uber disturbing until I realised that she was not asking me for a stead but expressing her daughter love for me. LOL. I thought she finally turned lesbian for a moment there. HEEHORHUHU. 
I liked one of her pics and called her chio and she said I made her night. Awwh :3
K, lol, I feel like I'm some kind of reporter, giving you a pretty boring analysis of today's event. Sorreh cause I'm not really in the mood right now cause I'm dealing with a blocked nose a.k.a nasal congestion. (or is it the other way around? lol)
I realise I'm starting to say lol alot more now. LOL.
K, lol whut? K, weirrrrrddddd. No wait, doesn't that mean I'm calling myself weird? K, weird. LOL.
Omg I gotta stop doing that! /dealingwithselfconflicthereyo/
HAH! TRY READING THAT! :P
Kbai <:
Hi Nat Biol, hope you're happy that I updated my blog. Good nightszxxxxxcccccc! <3

Andromeda for Teen Top

Aaahhh I just love today's Teen Top Inkigayo perf <3
Chunji looks extra hot/cute/attractive/hyper/awes­ome/excited/adorable today ^^
I somehow feel that he will sooner or later, beat Diva Key. HOHO :3


Let's talk about Teen Top for today! \m/
Niel, Chunji, C.A.P, L.Joe, Ricky, Changjo


These 6 awesome members of Teen Top that debuted in 2010 = 6 all-smiley ppl who nvr fail to make me smile ^-^~~~
The first time I watched their first MV, 'Clap', I fell in love with C.A.P and his 8-pack <:
Then I started getting hooked onto Niel cause he looked uber hot in the 'Clap' MV.
And currently, I'm head over heels for Chunji ever since I watched 'No more Perfume on You' MV <3 <3 <3
His eyes are so bedazzling and his wink = *uber fangirl mode ttm* 
And his SMILE OMG OMG OMG. It's just so infectious!!! He really NEVER fails to make me smile. 
ILY CHUNJI BBY <3
I never really took much notice of Ricky or even Changjo for that matter and I feel real bad :\
Ricky is like some cute, little kid who's so adorbz while Changjo is like... OMG I don't know how to describe him ><
It's ok. I'll start being a faithful Andromeda from now on (:
I'll love and adore every single 1 of them <333








They're not the best group ever but you know what I love about them?
Their infectious happy characters <3 Yes, I love happy ppl (;