I can't even begin to describe the accuracy of it ^.
I feel the same way, literally. I'm not depressed, just unhappy with how life is turning out for me currently because I feel that life should be better than this. I expect things to get better but yet, they only seem to be getting worse. Thus, I'm upset by that. And there are good things happening as well though they may be really substantial but, I'm thankful that they happen, really. It's just that the bad seem to overpower the good and as a result, I still remain upset, not any happier whatsover. Things just seem.....monotonous? ((I don't quite know how else to describe it, sorry.)) I guess I do feel pretty empty though I already have that special someone in my life. I'm really thankful that we've finally patched things up after the past couple of years and things have turned out better for us. But yet, I wish I was appreciated more....? Idk, ahah. Well, I know that expectations lead to disappointments but it's normal to expect something from someone esp a special someone, right? I can't say that he's not trying, he is ofc. I guess it's just that he's really busy and so am I actually and I just have to respect that. Though it really isn't easy because I wish he'd pay more attention to me but I shall just learn to accept it :-) This whole relationship is really teaching me alot actually. I believe I've gained slightly more maturity through it. For instance, learning to stick to one person and learning to accept the differences I have with that particular person as well as learning how to be understanding.
I'm glad I chose you. If you happen to see this, do know that I love you so much. xx
goodnight everyone!
oh and to wx, thanks for accompanying me throughout the night via skype call!
have a productive night doing math revision okkkk! luv ya bestf, muackz. x
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