times like this i tell myself to die
but i have no right to take my life away
i still wanna die though
die die die
that's all that seems to run through my head when i'm enveloped by sadness
isn't it sad how you seem to be disappointing everybody
you need somebody but you end up pushing them away
because you're a wreck, a huge fucking wreck
you're not try'na come up with excuses
you're being really honest but yet it's mistaken for mere excuses
you're not trying to seek pity, really
you just wish someone would understand your sadness
and this is the part when my heart breaks into pieces yet again
i literally feel it breaking
i wish you could feel the hurt i'm feeling
i'm sorry, i just lost myself in all this mess
i never planned for this to happen
i was just trying to do what i thought would make me happy
but i ended up upsetting myself even more
i'm such a joke
and sorry seems to be the word i repeat the most
to you, it may have lost its meaning but that's all i can manage to say rn
i'm sorry..
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