It's like I'm hanging by a thread.

"First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else 
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little."

I'm scared and confused. I'm losing people; they're leaving me so easily. 

I'm confused as to how I should feel, who I should turn to.

I don't know who too choose and who to believe. I swear I'm terrified.

And yet again, it all boils down to me. I'm such a screw-up.