Tbh, I don't really know what to blog about nowadays, hahahais.
Well, I shall just type out whatever comes to mind then.
Sunday, Sunday, Sunday; it's a day of mixed emotions for most I guess. We feel happy cause it's still the weekend but then we start to feel the Monday blues cause another week is about to start the next day. It's all too fast, it's just scary. I can barely catch up with time nowadays. The phrase 'so much to do but so little time' is honestly an understatement as of late. It's like we don't even have time anymore. Like I said, this shit can get pretty scary for me.
Idk what I'm doing with my life. Sighpie. I always say I'll do something but I don't achieve it in the end. What has happened to me, srsly? It's like I'm such a lazy piece of f*ck, it's not even funny anymore. I don't want to have to regret my actions by the end of next year when O's is around the corner. I'm not even scared; I'm petrified/terrified. It's like the moment holidays start, my brain is turned off. I can't seem to absorb any information nor even remember any of those I've learnt before. I swear this sucks sfm. Gah.
Been a little fucked up lately, not good. It all boils down to me once again. I let things get to me so f easily and this results in misunderstandings. This is evident from the shit that's been happening in the past few days. Major sigh. I've not been myself, I know and I sincerely apologize for that. I guess it's just my instincts telling me that shit's about to happen and knowing this, is keeping me from feeling 100% happiness. Sorry guise.
To Luqman, Natasha, Wei Xuan, Syahid and Syahmi,
sorry you guise had to deal with my shitty attitude recently.
I just want you to know that whatever harsh things I may have said, I didn't mean it.
Ily all of you very much cause you guise have been some of the most amazing people I've ever known.
I wouldn't wanna lose anyone of you, yeppp.
A short update about today on the other hand:
I went to a wedding at Teban and spent some time with le cousins. Hadi didn't tag along though, that lazy ass. Camwhored abit with Nurul as well as took some polaroids once again :-) As usual, it was really hot and dreadful during the wedding but there were some sweet takeaways from it all as well (": Crapped alot with Nurul during the 2nd half of the day. That beech never fails to cheer me up with her mepekness, hahahais, love ya you ass ;* Oh and Kak Aisyah sang so melodiously at the wedding okay, I'm not even kidding. I wish I could sing like her, hurhur. Ok, dah, tmi.
Goodnight loves. x
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