I'm barely holding on.

So, I'm still awake, doing work, like a supposedly #goodkid. 

Took this cause I was bored after doing malay summary after malay summary after malay summary. Meh. But I'm heading to bed soon though! Determined to get my 5 hours of sleep or less.......damn.

I'm really tired of this vicious, school cycle. I feel so lifeless thanks to school cause us students are always up to our neck in work but yet, we procrastinate, why? Because we're tired and we just feel like giving up. It's definitely not the right thing to do but we're teens, that's how we 'roll'. I should kick the habit though. Don't worry, I've somewhat started on this 'expedition' of mine which will hopefully turn out to be a success!

Anyways, can't wait for tomorrow to end cause it's the only day I end at 1.30pm which is the earliest I end on any day amongst le odd and even week. Gonna meet Ridhuan (cousin) and Shaik (my newly-discovered, distant cousin who surprisingly is Ridhuan's bestf as well). Here's the funny thing, Shaik's name is actually Shaik Ridhuan. I've got 2 Ridhuan(s) for cousins omg could this get any weirder ;____;

Shaik owes me bubbletea for paitao-ing me, Ridhuan and Radhiah the other day when we had lunch together at Paya Lebar's KFC branch. It's ironic as to how we're meeting at the same place tmr ahah. Hoping that I'll get to take at least 1-2 pictures with the both of them for keepsake! I can't wait but tbh, I'm abit nervous too ><

Had a slight misunderstanding with le abang. Sighs abang, you just didn't get what I was trying to say, did you? But, I don't blame you cause we're of different level/standards, so yeah... Anyways, let's forget the petty fight lah kay? Just, go chase after 'her' if you like her, alright? Don't let her go! (; HAHA I'm not sure if you'll even see this post, ever haha. Omg so awks xD Dah lah, sorry about just now abang, my mind was just really clouded with alot of shit ass problems in my life. Syg kau abang, ;* <3

Oh well, goodnight everyone. x

Forgiving someone because you're mature enough to accept the fact that everybody makes mistakes.

But, don't take my kindness for granted. It may gradually fade away if you carry on with your folly.

I'm only human, I get sick and tired of 'shit' after awhile.

You'd be lucky if I hang on for so long; means you are actually somewhat a bigger deal compared to others.

So, I beg you, stop this, just stop.