#np Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
My eyes are hurting as I'm typing this. No, it's not because I cried and thus my eyes feel 'dehydrated' and what shit, hahaha. It's probably because of the major lack of sleep I got last night. 2 and a half hours of sleep to last me around 12hrs in sch? Damn, what was I thinking, ahah.
The past week has been a tiresome one, emotionally, physically and mentally. I'm always tired in all 3 aspects mentioned. Everyone keeps asking me why do I look so tired or troubled or sad and I'll just be like, "Oh, no lah, hahaha i'm okay :-)" How many times will I end up lying? Do lies bring about good or bad consquences? It all depends on the situation really.
Letting go and moving on has never been an easy thing to do. I don't only mean in terms of relationships, I'm also referring to the friendships we have with other people. I'm tired, I really am. Tired of having to deal with consecutive bullshits from specific people who seem to be out to ruin me, lol. But srsly though, what do you people gain from it? I'm curious as hell. Are you really that sadistic that you decide to make me feel as horrible as you perhaps do? Don't take it to heart though, I'm just enquiring.
It's never easy to choose who's just been a waste of time and those whom you should still hold on to.
One thing's for sure, you should never get too attached to somebody be it your crush or your friend. Things are bound to fuxk up pretty fast ya know.
Damn, idk how many times I've dozed off while typing this post, hurhur. Pardon any grammar, spelling and punctuation mistakes if there are any. I'm just too shagged to be a grammar Nazi to myself. Hmm yep, that's pretty much about it I guess. As for the few friends I still have and hold dear to my heart, thank you for listening to my side of the story, believing in me and basically, just being there for me. I really love ya guys, really :-----------)
okay i shall stop here, goodnight luvlies! xx
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