And when it's all said and done.

Everybody's asking me if I'm okay when it's clear that I'm not.

I appreciate their concern and all but you know the feeling when you're just so torn apart that you want to reply them yet you just don't know what to say; what would be an appropriate answer?

You want to reply them but you know that you'll just end up crying again when you have to repeatedly explain what had happened to each and everyone of them. 

I'm sorry guys, I'm just at a complete and utter loss rn. I can't manage anything else except a simple "sorry".

So.....I'm sorry.

I'm hurting so bad but honestly, is there really anybody willing to hear me out because they truly care enough and not because they want to know just for the sake of knowing? Anybody at all?