Goodnight. x

#ootd for The Script's autograph session just now HEHEHEHHE 

Was so close to @thescript cause I was in the #VIP queue!! ^____^ got hugs from all of em' & even gave Danny a kiss on the cheek!!


@thescript saying a few words before they left :-) Glen hinted that he and Mark are single HAHAHA. Doesn't that mean Danny is taken? :-(

@thescript seated at the table when the autograph session first started! :D #hehehe#ilovethem

 Ignore the security guy's butt HAHAHAHAHA

The guy in black is @thescript 's Glen!!!! ^_____^ <3 hi="hi" i="i" love="love" span="span" youuuuu.="youuuuu.">

With @nabilahq after @thescript 's autograph session at Bugis Junction just now!! ^_____^

Got my album #autographed by The Script!!!!! SPAZZING LIKE HELL MYGODDDDD.

Before the event started just now!! 

The girl in the centre was the 1st girl to win the HotFM Twitter giveaway for The Script thingy!

We made friends on twitter and finally met in person today! :-)

The girl in yellow is her younger sister by 1 year btw :-)

Not sure who the green dude is though HAHA, I think it's her friendddd.

The dude was really happy when the other guy (who took the picture) asked him to join in.

Awkwaaaaaaaaaaaard ;x

Updates about exactly how my experience with The Script went, coming up tmr insyallah! :-)

Time escapes me.

Laser lightssssssssss ^^

Spent the second half of the day with mummy! :-)

mini fireworkssssss

Laser lights show at MBS!

Last day of Pesta Raya 2012 @ Esplanade!

Headed to NLB @ Bugis to pay my overdue fines and finish up le Chem ws there.

Headed to Masjid Sultan to pray then crossed the road to eat indian food at some shop.

Walked around, finding our way to a bus stop.

Got on a bus and dropped at City Hall!

Walked to Esplanade through an underpass and voila!~ (we reached!)

It was a great way to end the Sunday night/weekend especially when I had a bad Saturday night.

The Pesta Raya perfs really helped to get me into the bubbly mood again. Will never forget the "Ewah, Amboi!" moments during the perf HAHAHA. It was f awesomeeeeeeeee. I just love watching free perfs at Esplanade concourse and waterfront. Free and good stuffszzzxxccc :-)

Stayed behind to watch the nightly laser lights show at MBS but watched it from afar @ the Esplanade waterfrontttttt. It was very calming and relaxing except the part when my air was suddenly polluted with smokers, meh. 

Well, today was a good day :-) Didn't fall asleep in school or feel tired/sleepy at all today for once!! #achievementunlocked 

Went home with Nad, Swat, Janzxc and Nat. Janzxc and Nat rambled on about their experience at The Wanted's concert last night. Glad my dearest friends had a great time at their first concert :-) Met up with le slenge @ Kembangan after the mix-up at Paya Lebar HAHA. He treated me to the chocolates he promised me woooooooop~ Hi slenge, kalau kau nmpk ni, aku dah puas hati ah hekhek. Hope we get to meet up again some time! Good luck for the rest of your papers for N'level! You're an awesome 'bro' <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

It's time to grow up.

And when it's all said and done.

Everybody's asking me if I'm okay when it's clear that I'm not.

I appreciate their concern and all but you know the feeling when you're just so torn apart that you want to reply them yet you just don't know what to say; what would be an appropriate answer?

You want to reply them but you know that you'll just end up crying again when you have to repeatedly explain what had happened to each and everyone of them. 

I'm sorry guys, I'm just at a complete and utter loss rn. I can't manage anything else except a simple "sorry".

So.....I'm sorry.

I'm hurting so bad but honestly, is there really anybody willing to hear me out because they truly care enough and not because they want to know just for the sake of knowing? Anybody at all?

Stuck in her daydream.

Unglamness at its best tbh.

Cause my face like monkey liddat.

Cause I like how retarded we look.

2 by 2 collage perhaps?

Budak sot nye solo shot uh siolzxccc

Somebody step nak jadi superman (":

Muke maintainnnnnnnnn c:

heeeeeeeeee

Hai kawan :3

syg kau kawan ;*

Gonna keep this post short and sweet or at least attempt to?

Today was the day I was dreading most this week but finally made it through the day, phew.

Screwed up amaths test; careless mistakes. #whatsnew #inisemuanormal

Feel like I aced Chem test though! #achievementunlocked

So, it's not as bad as I thought it'd be. At least it's only 1/2 bad and not the whole 2/2. #ifyouknowwakamin

Ok yeppp, that's about all.

Told ya I'd keep it short and sweet.

Hope tmr will be a good Friday! x

But, you don't know what it's like.

Today's been a semi-great day for mostly everything seemed fine but a small part of me just didn't feel so satisfied with today for idk what reason. But in general, today was not a suckish day so alhamdulillah, I'm thankful for that. And I just realised that I repeated the word 'today' like 4 times? Ok, that can get annoying.

Anyways, I almost died during FITT run today. Apparently, my new shoes are not made for running. I felt like I was being pulled back while trying to run forward. It was so physically torturing okaaaaaaaay. Note to self: Wear old sports shoes every Tuesday during FITT run sessions

English was interesting, we watched a parody of Oppa Gangnam Style but it was focused on getting people to vote for Obama for some election or something liddat. It was funny but not hilarious. See the difference there? Hahah.

Recess with le #bbfl and we talked alot as usual tenenenene. SS was quite okay actually! Spent the whole time talking to Chen, Dana, Farhana and Caroline! Chen suddenly brought up the topic of BGR and we were all so enthusiastically giving our own personal views and opinions. She asked, "What do you guys think about getting into a relationship at this age?"

Me and Dana shared similar views. We felt that it's actually okay to get into a BGR at this age for we're going through puberty after all. Your hormones are bound to get "funkeyh". But you must know and accept that "forever" at this age will NOT last forever, seriously. And, you should not get too emotionally attached easily for it will do you no good AT ALL.

Chem was so dryyyyyy, sigh. CME was fun fun fun! Crapped with Tobz, Farhana, Si Si and Laurin as usual 8) I love mah CME matesssss. Class interaction was okay lah and amaths was just zzzzzzzzzzz.

Anyways, went home with Janani, Swaathi and Nat. We stopped by TicketCube to enquire about some stuff and after that, I headed to City Hall to meet up with somebody, heh. Walked around alot, looking for a football jersey for his friend. We shared alot of laughters along the way HAHAHAHA. And his fake accents were damn convincing! He can do Pinoy, Indonesian, Indian, British and China accent!! I couldn't stop laughing the whole time in public xD Finally got to meet this good friend of mine and it didn't turn out to be so awkward after all! (Thankfully, hahahais)

Can't wait for Nabs to come over to my place at about 4:15pm tmr! I have loadssssssss to tell her.
I miss confiding in her and finally, I'm getting my chance tomorrow. (":










Please don't let this silly misunderstanding ruin our 9 years of friendship; it's not worth it.

Jalan Raya Outing 2012

My girls: Nabilah, Sarah, Syafiqah, Azaleah and Nailah :3

Nazurah is in this picture!! ^^ Sadly, Nabs left early for her piano lesson :c

Nailah, Nazurah and me (:

With le cutesy bff since Primary 1 a.k.a Sarah Rahim <3>

Jalan raya outing with le primary school friends on Saturday, 8/9/2012 was amazinggggggg, definitely a day to remember after not meeting for close to 3 years (":
It's an eye-opener to see how much things and people have changed over the years; it's really wowza.
Lemme explain these changes:

• Nailah is happily attached to this guy named Afiq from her school. (Congrats darl!)
• Nabilah is apparently taking triple sciences. (smart guuuuuurl)
• Nazurah got over 'that guy'. (finally, hope she's doing fine now)
• Syafiqah became a quiet introvert ;x
• Sarah became 'girlier' and still as cute as ever but more outspoken!! 
• Azaleah's acing her subjects with A1's and A2's. ( I'm jelly like pudding :c )
• I was the shortest among all of them in the past but now, I'm second tallest! #jyeah #achievementunlocked

Basically, things have changed, alot. I'm still try'na come to terms with reality. For some odd reason, we ended up talking about guys/bgr/marriage while eating at the dining table of every house we went to ;x
Don't judge though please, it just seemed to be a topic we all could agree on (?)
All of them bet that I'd get married first when I don't even have a boyfriend ha ha ha. I know we were thinking too far but that's us for ya; retarded in the head (":
I'll make sure they lose that bet hehehe c:


I may post about today later on. See first :)





I'd rather you tell me you're too lazy to entertain me than having you not reply me at all.
Think about it, seriously. How would you feel if you were in my shoes?

Cause life is nothing but one big irony.

Bibik finally cooked chicken rice for the first time today! :-)

#thumbsup for homemade chicken rice cause it was delish for a first attempt!

Ok, maybe it was more of an -instant-paste-found-in-a-box-which-you-can-buy-at-ntuc- HAHA. ><

Spent some time watching the 2nd half of Beauty & the Briefcase which I've been putting off the past few days. Teevee recommended me this movie btw! I totally forgot about it till I saw the video in the list of "Suggested Videos" on Youtube! :-)

At first, I felt it was a pretty stupz movie (sry Teevee ><), but after watching everything, it's actually not too bad! I totally went "AWWWWWWWW" at the last part okay! :"""""""")

Here's the link to the movie: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kQLd_TxTts&feature=related

Currently addicted to McFly's "Shine A Light".

Feel like making a cover of it but I rarely put my words into action nowadays so................yeppp.

Not as if many people would watch it anyways. Or rather, most people may think that I'm just attention-seeking and don't know what crap lurh. It's amusing as to what haters can spread about you, oh well.

I'm not giving a flying fuck for as long as I live :---------------------)

Oh and can someone please get me THIS and I swear I'll love you forever ("""""""":

Hi Zlatan & Luqman, thanks for making my day with your lame jokes thru whatsapp xD

"Not everything is worth it but everything is worth a try."

Penny for a thought, perhaps? 

But all I heard was nothing.

It's either I really enjoy doing Chemistry or it's just driven me completely bonkers; retarded.

#nowplaying Cover Drive - Bajan Style

So, my original plan of finishing up le HML paper by 2pm and revise EGeog after that was kinda....ruined. Meep. After frequently jumping around, randomly singing, shouting, going to the living room to munch on marshmallows, searching up videos on Youtube that interest me and spazzing over Lawson, Ron Pope, Steve Moakler and Joe Brooks with my maid, I only managed to finish 1 pathetic HML practice paper by close to 4pm. SIGH SIGH SIGH. I know, I'm such a useless twat :c

Well, I attempted to complete the Chem paper while watching Forensic Heroes II but obviously.......I failed. However, I made a promise to myself that I'd sit down after at my study table afterwards, to finish up the darn paper and voila~! I've finished.......................3/4 of it, heh. I gave up on the 1/4 I didn't know cause I know my brain has officially turned off for the night already. Ofc, I did get distracted along the way BUT I managed to minimize it by alot already so I'd say that was an attempt pretty well done! :-)

Thought I was only left with Emath & Amath hols hw but apparently, I still have HML paper 1 to do.

I shall complete it after 3hrs of math tuition tmr from 9am-12pm which I'm somewhat dreading though me and my tuition teacher always share alot of laughs in between. Like c'mon, who'd like to do math on a Friday...............? I see I've made my point. -smirks- 

Changed tuition to Friday so I could make my Saturday free for le jalan raya "adventure" with my primary school friendsssssssssss! OMG I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF THEM AGAIN, ESPECIALLY CIKGU NORAHHHHHHHH ♥ :") She's like a mother to all of us okay alahais (":

My house is the last stop so I'll be heading out after that to Akif's house as well as Ridhuan's. 

I can't wait for Saturday! I am determined to take LOADS of pictures with my girls ♥♥♥

Oh and here're the interesting links which I've searched up today:

• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlDWmyYpaXc&feature=related
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbdemZcycYI
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5FBvbgIEK0&feature=fvwrel
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6KdviedF9iM&feature=relmfu

Lauren Thalia is so talented for her age okay.

Ryan O'Shaughnessy is perfection.

His story is just so sweet. The girl who rejected him for another is just plain. d u m b. Coincidentally, she's a blond. ;x Hah, figure out that pun yourselves bitchesssssssss. 

#sexcitedbitchforsaturdayoverhere

Now there's gravel in our voices.

Spent the second half of the day doing Lit notes for The Crucible.

Searched up some fonts to use for titles/headings and I found this one!

The font is so p r e t t a y y y y. I'm in love with it *_____________*

Anyways, for more amazing, tumblr-like fonts, just head on down to http://www.fonts.com ! <: p="p">

"If I voice out, people will judge me. 

If I don't voice out, people would say that I'm seeking for attention lol the fuck do I do now"

Quoted that from some random tweet I came across on Twitter.

It's actually got alot of truth in it tbh, just think about it and you'll see the connection.

Today was somewhat productive yet mostly unproductive again. I hate myself most of the times for the fucked up lazy ass attitude I'm portraying. And in the end, I'm the one who suffers because of my bad grades. Stop fucking up Lim Amira Syuhada Bte Mazlan!!! Get a grip on yourself and put more effort into your studies ffs. Ugh.

Slacked the first half of the day as usual. Actually planned to wake up at 7:30am to do work but it didn't work out. I was completely knocked out at that time of the day so I only woke up at 9am. Lazed around on my bed till 9:48am.....................dafuq is wrong with me sia knn cb. _|_

Well, at least I've somewhat completed my Lit notes for The Crucible though it took WAYYYYY longer than needed, sigh sigh sigh. Takpe la, asalkan I did something compared to accomplishing nothing at all I guess :\

Fug, 2 days left till the weekdays of this week are over. I f need to make these remaining 2 days productive. I really have to, c'mon Amira. Just make these 2 days productive, at least THESE 2 DAYS, P L E A S E.

And by golly, I'll do it. I'll fucking do it. Yes, I can and I WILL. (I hope ><)

Btw, I made a dedication video for le #bbfl.

Check it out here if you want, krik krik.

And if you're wondering, yeah, I made a new Youtube account cause I find my old one..............lame. (as in the username and practically, everything about it hahahais) 

Refer to the new account from now on instead alright!! :-)

xx.

All I'm asking is for you to stay.

Monday, September 3, 2012 - Although you're aware of your feelings, you don't necessarily want to make them available for public consumption. You aren't saying what's on your mind now and others probably realize that you're keeping something private. Nevertheless, they cannot figure out what to do about your silence. Don't be overly concerned about what others think. Put all your energy into choosing what to do next.

Cause I got bored earlier in the day, ended up trying out different photo apps.

Don't judge me by these pictures.
"Everyone has their moments so let it be."

Tbh, I contemplated for awhile before I finally decided to post the 3rd picture on instagram.
I was afraid of what people would think and/or say especially my schoolmates. But then, I thought to myself, "Why should I give a f*ck? F what others think of me. Their opinions shouldn't matter to me at all."

So yeah, I mustered my courage to post it in the end.
And, it's like a milestone for me because I know people will judge me by it but it's one of those rare moments whereby I can't be bothered what people think of me anymore. Or rather, I'm doing my best to not let it get to me. I wanna be like those 'idgaf bout' what others think and/or have to say bout' me' type of people. I should live my life the way I want it to be and not according to others' judgments and opinions.

You must be thinking, "That's alot of deep thinking, coming from just a couple of edited pictures."
Well, technically, yes, but that's what I tend to do; overthink.
However, it's not always a bad thing. It helps me reflect, alot.






"Rumour has it-"