Through the pain, I smile.

Yeah, that's a genuine smile alright; a genuinely, fake one.
Haha, got'cha there, didn't I? ;-)
Well it's 11:15pm now and I just realized I missed 11:11. Hais. Surprisingly and thankfully, I've managed to understand shit from chapters 2 & 3 but chapter 4 is just yearning for a punch in the face. Maybe it's just me or the fact that I'm really mentally, physically and emotionally drained but I'm so asdfghjkl tired and I just can't absorb no more shit. Planning to wake up early tmr around 5:15am to revise chapter 4 and all the skills but I highly doubt I'll wake up on time. The moment I fall asleep, that's it, official sleeping beauty here everybodeh.
But honestly, the number of chapters is really manageable but the HUGE amount of information in EACH chapter is (pardon the bad language) FUCKING KILLING ME. And not only me but almost every Sec 3 in Crescent; basically, every person who's having an SS paper for MYEs. I swear to God that SS is really hard. Yes, it's pretty common sensical and general knowledge-y but I have none of that or rather, not much of them. Le sigh.
I don't even plan on becoming a politician! I see the importance of learning SS; really, I do. BUT it's really alot to absorb at our age considering the fact that in upper sec, we have so many other freaking subjects that we should focus more on.
SG's EDUCATION SYSTEM IS JUST URGH.
Oh Allah, please give me energy, knowledge and wisdom to survive through the next few days. PLEASE ;-(