She damn asdfghjkl chio now sia but still as annoying as ever. She's damn girly now and not the same tomboy I once knew. Even Ridhuan said it's as though me and her switched personalities. I became the tomboy and she's the girly one now. Whaddafug. I totally take that as an insult. Tsk.
Nurul used to be the lazy, dumbass who couldn't be bothered about studies and school achievements but look at her now; she's the total opposite! She's gonna receive many sch awards for participating in many school events; cca leader, camp leader, etc... Sighs, that makes me like a fag. It seems as though I've not accomplished anything much in secondary school. I feel totally fucked up now. She's getting good grades and topping subjects/classes in her NA stream. It may be NA (easier than express) but still, getting good grades takes alot of effort put into studies and THAT is what I've not been doing all this while.
She said she looked up to me and followed in my footsteps to get to where she is now. It looks like I have to look up to her now then. I shall aim to achieve beyond my standards. I shall aim to become the old me and I'm fucking serious this time round. I really am. Watch me.
It's like what Nat said, "P E R V E S E R E and #positivethinking". It's about time I pulled up my socks and got back on my feet. I may not be the smartest but no way, am I gonna sink down to the level of being the dumbest. I aim to achieve good grades this year. I know I can do this. It's not gonna be all talk and no say.
I'll prove it to all of you who've lost hope in me or have never placed any hope in me in the first place.
JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE. WATCH ME AS I TAKE FLIGHT.
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