Nothing lasts forever; I can't believe I hoped for us to last that long.

Hello! Today's cca was fun thanks to the awesome company I had a.k.a Nat & Janani (: 

Nat was "molesting" me alot and I was apparently, making her laugh non-stop. She even kept calling me cute throughout the day. Something has definitely gotten into her. She's completely lost it cause she's never complimented me before in the 2 years that I've known her. 

Anyways, I'm gonna talk more about yesterday; specifically, yesterday night.

I aimed to finish 1 malay practice paper before I slept, in preparation for the next day's malay test but as I listened to more sad, love songs, the more I was reminded of him although I've been trying my best to forget about him this past week. I've come to realise that there's no point fighting this forceful resistance that I've been trying to put up cause no matter what, the feelings and memories of the past come back round and are still able to affect me no matter what. It's just a matter of how deep I let if affect me. 

I gotta be honest; I miss him alot and no one else can ever replace him. I'm dead serious.

I just wish I knew his true feelings about me as of now. Does he feel the same or do I mean completely nothing to him anymore? I've been dying to know.

Hi, if you happen to see this, you will obviously know who you are and that I'm referring to you. I love you and I miss you. Can we get a second shot at trying to last forever? Please?

Sighs, ok, I'm gonna get my rest now. Goodnight! xoxo. <333