No matter how many times my friends advise me to forget about you, I will not because I just can't.
Call me silly or foolish; whatever. But, that's because I'm head over heels for you.
I usually go for looks but in your case, that's not how it is.
I go for your personality.
I miss having you care about me.
I miss our sms convos.
I miss our crapping sessions.
I miss those late night texts.
I miss those moments that only you and I know of.
I miss those 13 days.
I miss getting enthusiastic, love-filled replies.
Most of all, I miss you.
I don't care ok; no one else can have you. Hell no, please come back to me. What is it that she has that I don't except you? Can I never measure up to her? Am I not worth it? Am I not worth chasing after? Was I such a horrible nightmare? Do you never want me in your life anymore?
Honestly, I usually don't bother thinking this deep but whenever I'm reminded of you, all these unanswered questions come to my mind and they make me feel like a fucked up bitch. I fucking miss you, you bastard.
G.A.H.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Monday, January 16, 2012
Tell me, why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
"But you've become, somebody else round everyone else."My mum's being a pms-ing bitch today. Sure, she can be lovable most of the time but at times, she's just so NGEH and URGH. I shall not tell the full story here cause I'm already tired from ranting it all out to Nat.
ending here cause i gotta go now. haha, k pathetic. goodnight (:
Sunday, January 15, 2012
So, get out, get out, get out of my head and fall into my arms instead.
She damn asdfghjkl chio now sia but still as annoying as ever. She's damn girly now and not the same tomboy I once knew. Even Ridhuan said it's as though me and her switched personalities. I became the tomboy and she's the girly one now. Whaddafug. I totally take that as an insult. Tsk.
Nurul used to be the lazy, dumbass who couldn't be bothered about studies and school achievements but look at her now; she's the total opposite! She's gonna receive many sch awards for participating in many school events; cca leader, camp leader, etc... Sighs, that makes me like a fag. It seems as though I've not accomplished anything much in secondary school. I feel totally fucked up now. She's getting good grades and topping subjects/classes in her NA stream. It may be NA (easier than express) but still, getting good grades takes alot of effort put into studies and THAT is what I've not been doing all this while.
She said she looked up to me and followed in my footsteps to get to where she is now. It looks like I have to look up to her now then. I shall aim to achieve beyond my standards. I shall aim to become the old me and I'm fucking serious this time round. I really am. Watch me.
It's like what Nat said, "P E R V E S E R E and #positivethinking". It's about time I pulled up my socks and got back on my feet. I may not be the smartest but no way, am I gonna sink down to the level of being the dumbest. I aim to achieve good grades this year. I know I can do this. It's not gonna be all talk and no say.
I'll prove it to all of you who've lost hope in me or have never placed any hope in me in the first place.
JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE. WATCH ME AS I TAKE FLIGHT.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
I need that one thing and you've got that one thing.
HEH, came across this f-awesome fan art of Liam Payne ::::::::)
I officially fell MADLY in love with 1D thanks to their "One Thing" mv that was released ytd night. I can proudly say that I'm a Directioner now :-) No, I'm serious.
I watched their video diaries about a month back and fell in love with Louis' hilarious antics and personality but I still wasn't convinced enough to be a fan of 1D.
However, after watching the mentioned mv, I fell in love with Liam and Louis even more. <3
I'm still not in love with Zayn and Niall sadly but I hope to be charmed by them soon :3
Harry's my first love from 1D but Liam is my current obsession from the group. <333333333
So yeah, basically, today's post is to express my newfound love for 1D which will hopefully grow tenfolds soon enough. Hehe.
I'm too distracted by them rn to even remember "him" as of now. To hell with him.
To heaven with 1D ;-)) #Directioner
Friday, January 13, 2012
Just get back up when it knocks you down.
NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Re-post in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Re-post in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot.
Hello! The picture up there ^ was taken during the Sec 1 campfire this year; 2012! It's my favourite pic out of the many that we took (: Hehehe.
Anywaysssssssssssss;
Today actually passed by pretty fast and Art Stage was pretty darn awesome (: The works of art really "WOW-ed" me like I hoped they would and I'm just utterly impressed. I feel even more inspired to try to be able to come up with amazing pieces of art like theirs. I took quite alot of pictures and me and Nicole took as many Vitamin Water drinks from the refrigerators as they were free!! HAHA!! I took 5 bottles. NYEHEHE.
Me and Jie Hui went home using my car; Papa was my chauffeur again :3 After dropping Jie Hui off at Eunos MRT Station, my dad and I went to go eat Yong Tau Fu at a shop nearby our house. I'm so freaking full now but I must say that the food was expensive lehhhh. Haissss curse you inflation.
"Inspired frmo Shophere likeageesix
Do you know, every SIM CARD has a name ?? Try this !! :D1st step : from your number take the last 3 numbers, ex :: 9xxxx910, take "910"only
2nd step: do this @*[910:0]
3rd step : remove the sign * And
press enter in the comment box! :D"
copied that from someone's fb status. heh. kbye.
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