Nothing lasts forever; I can't believe I hoped for us to last that long.

Hello! Today's cca was fun thanks to the awesome company I had a.k.a Nat & Janani (: 

Nat was "molesting" me alot and I was apparently, making her laugh non-stop. She even kept calling me cute throughout the day. Something has definitely gotten into her. She's completely lost it cause she's never complimented me before in the 2 years that I've known her. 

Anyways, I'm gonna talk more about yesterday; specifically, yesterday night.

I aimed to finish 1 malay practice paper before I slept, in preparation for the next day's malay test but as I listened to more sad, love songs, the more I was reminded of him although I've been trying my best to forget about him this past week. I've come to realise that there's no point fighting this forceful resistance that I've been trying to put up cause no matter what, the feelings and memories of the past come back round and are still able to affect me no matter what. It's just a matter of how deep I let if affect me. 

I gotta be honest; I miss him alot and no one else can ever replace him. I'm dead serious.

I just wish I knew his true feelings about me as of now. Does he feel the same or do I mean completely nothing to him anymore? I've been dying to know.

Hi, if you happen to see this, you will obviously know who you are and that I'm referring to you. I love you and I miss you. Can we get a second shot at trying to last forever? Please?

Sighs, ok, I'm gonna get my rest now. Goodnight! xoxo. <333

I smile through the pain.

Hello! It's officially the end of the 2nd day of school today and I'm asdfghjkl tired. I took that picture above after I got out from the lift on the 10th floor of my block. Heh, ok, unnecessary info given. Don't I look really tired and haggard in that pic? No, srsly, I look as if I aged years. I'm not liking this one bit.

I reached Eunos at 6:12pm today as I had to stay back for CCA Open House booth duty with Natasha and Janani. We failed at convincing the Sec Ones to join A&K I tell you. Some of them were really shy and adorable, some were nice and decent but SOME were just obnoxious and I wanted to punch them in the face.

Ok, maybe I'm only feeling this rash because I'm just so physically and mentally tired that I can't seem to think straight. I'm gonna have to stay back until 5:30pm tmr and around 8pm on Friday. Btw, this is only the freaking first week of school and I'm spending 3/4 of my time in school, wasting my time away when I could be completing my homework, doing some revision and lastly, get my well-deserved rest from a busy first week at school. But nooooooo, CGS is dead bent on "torturing" us. Haisssssssss.

I had my 1st HML lesson with Cikgu Kartinie today and she's just plain awesome I swear. <3

The rest of my teachers may suck ballz but thank god, at least, I have an awesome teacher like her that stands out among the rest. I definitely have hope of achieving constant A2's to A1's this year. :')

I'm pretty okay with my Lit teacher as well a.k.a Mrs Rupa! She seems nice and I think she's good. 

Let's hope I'm not wrong! Hehe. 

Ok, bye for now! Natasha Bee is pestering me to study! I should prolly listen before she starts "buzzing" (nagging) at me. heehee. xoxo.

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"I'll make sure that one fine day, you'll be deeply in love with me"#ombakrindu

All the budak-budak Melayu's have been talking about Ombak Rindu lately; maybe I should watch it some time. Well, I must say that THAT quote really applies to me. Yeah, one fine day, I'll hella' make sure you'll be deeply in love with me; just you watch out. ;-))
I spent 31/12/2011 with my cousins ytd night <3 We watched Sherlock Holmes, A Game of Shadows throughout the new year! It was totally not a well thought out day. I must spend the last day of 2012 wisely.
The movie was uber good though! The plot was confusing but witty, with a few touches of moments worth laughing over here and there; definitely one of the best movies I've watched in 2011.
I'd give it a 3.5/5 rating, just like my mum! Heh.
Was texting Hazeem, Rasul, Dylan, 'Syafiqah', Zafeerah ytd night! I wished all of them Happy New Year and hoped that we could all have a fresh start. And now as I'm typing this post, I just realised that I forgot to wish my abg Yasin!! OMFG #brb!!!
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heh, ok, I've whatsapped Yasin liaozxc. I totally screwed up in 2011 man. I've had so many arguments and saddening moments in 2011 fer' sure. I think I was at loggerheads with almost all my guy friends and even had friendship problems in school. But thankfully ytd, I've cleared it up with all of them. :-)
Rasul and I are officially friends again! YAY! \m/ Hazeem wished me a Happy New Year and even added in a "love you" in his text to me. I was like "0.0" for I was totally shocked at that part. So, I asked him what he meant and after pressing him for an answer, he replied "Love you like a gf maybe?" I totally don't know how to react to that. I mean, it's a new year now. I don't intend to look back on the past when we ALMOST got together as a couple. LOL. But, I'm cool with him being my adik and all. (:
Whereas, I think me and "Syafiqah" are officially done with each other like seriously. "Syafiqah" has "her" partner now and I don't think it's right for me to intervene. I've woken up from my delusional state (I hope) and I'm kind of ready to move on now. 2012 will be a good year, I know it will <3

Who is your role model, and why?

My mum and no reasons are needed :)

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Merry Christmas, my dear friends :-) Don't forget to smile~

Sflr! and thank you :D

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What are the few of the best things you achieved this year?

Nothing much to be proud of.

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What's one thing you've said this year that you didn't mean?

did you mean in 2011? I've said alot of things I didn't mean actually...

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