I wish this night would last forever.

masai wednesday night. 

Excuse the unglamity of those 4 photos up there ^

I'm not really in the mood to look all picture-perfect, hardeharhar.

Damn, the top left hand picture makes me look like a fat kid, hahaha, hmm.

Ah well, I can't really be bothered.

I'm really tired, hais. School is such a drag and pain in the nut. I wish I could be like 5 years old forever.

I can't believe I'm turning 16 this year. People still mistake me for a Sec 1. Please people, I'm Sec 4 mind you. Wells, life is unfair like that, meh.

Here's to wishing myself luck in surviving the long school day tmr, aye?

Goodnight you. x

I love you. 

life.

Yep, I pretty much did.

masai mondayyy.

And these are some screenshots of the epic convo I had with Hadi on Saturday night.

I love this cousin of mine, hahaha. Sigh, I miss him and the rest of my cousins. 

well, goodnight. x

We don't have much time.

And through these pictures, I sum up how I've been feeling for the past few days.

Well, I've gotta crash now. Goodnight lovelies. x

Never had much faith in love or miracles.

Met Ms Law Xinyi @ Cheers and she got her colleague to belanja me and Wei Wen 2 boxes of Hello Panda biscuits!! Hehehe ^^ #smalljoys

Today has been a great Friday at school (-:

I especially loved the mini after-school bonding session I had with Kash, Mon Ye, Kai En, Nad, Farhana and Wei Wen ^__________^ We talked so much crap and basically, we just got closer. It felt really good ya know. I'm happy to have them as my classmates (": 

Took bus 51 home for the 2nd time this week! I may take the bus home more often from now on, hehehe. 

Yet again, alot of homework that needs to be done! #suckstobeasec4student

I'm tired, really. I wish I could just go to sleep without a single worry but nahhh, that ain't possible rn.

Here's a hilarious picture to end off your Friday! ;-))

Idk what we are anymore seriously. 

Here comes that 'I-want-to-give-up-on-life' feeling, once again.




I really, really dk what I'm doing with my life anymore.
I absolutely hate growing up. It's just sickening.

Tell me you're not going anywhere.

It's pre-baked lasagne goodness bitchesssssss.

And this is called, being an unhealthy pig since the lasagne alone wasn't filling enough.

This is called 'what I had for lunch ytd at Puncak' HAHAHA.
Nothing beats the crispy noodles at Hawa Restaurant though, NOTHANG.

This, is what I'm feeling rn. I'm just so energy-drained that I feel like giving up and shoving a middle finger in the whole world's face. Oops, just a casual statement though, don't take me too seriously, harharhar.

Yesterday was a good day overall! Lunch with Nad, Janzxc, Mari, Swat, Farhana and Nat! We were just missing Teevee & Pavithra to complete the whole clique but sigh, oh well. I really wish all of us could've eaten together though. I miss how close we used to be but now, everything's just....so different.

Today was okay, I wasn't really dreading today since we ended at 1:30pm. Gonna end at 3pm on Thurs & Fri though, sighpie ttfm. I'm just f tired. Idw to go to school anymore, sigh. Not that I wanna stop studying, no. I'm just too tired to carry on being a student. I've barely been Sec 4 for a month and I'm finding myself to be dying already. I can't handle the pressure and the stress. I'm scared I can't do it. I'm terrified.

Ah, fuck, help.

We're drifting apart but you don't notice at all, or do you?

You were everything, everything that I wanted.

Cause a picture with your whole face inside it is too mainstream. Epppppp.

Had Sour Sally froyo with Nad, Janzxc & Nat (:

Thank you kind soul who placed one of this on every single 4S1-er's table ;*

Knowing that I've passed the first test of the year which is also the first emath test of 2013, definitely made my morning (-: And it's not just a 50, it's a 60% score, alhamdulillah. I know I could've done better but this is a good start (:

Ended school at 11:30am today, can I hear a "OoOoOohhhh yeahhh babayyyyyy"? HAHAHAH k.

cause everything is going downhill from here

Lol, I don't drink till I pass out or party till dawn though. #justsaying

Am I not living life then? Hmm. 

M15F1T

it's fatface featuring le #bbfl everyboday

kimak my face fat or what sia, hahaha

Had late lunch at BK ion with Nat, Janzxc & Nad :))

cause fridays are not complete without a few selfies to express my happiness of the sch week finally coming to an end

face like shiat but it's ogayyyy

ah shit, damn chubby can ):

Yesterday has been an eventful Friday. 

I intended to type a longer post but oh well, I have alot of work to do. Sighpie.

Goodnight. x

Phase 1: Complete.

disclaimer: this picture is meant to be unglam

disclaimer: this picture is also meant to be unglam 

cause we be ma-ma-ma- masaiiiiiiiii~

I make the best unglam faces, don't I? :')

How downright beautiful, mmm mmm.

And tgt we rrrrrrrrrrrrr the #budakmasai(s), woohoo!!!

As I'm typing this, my left arm is hurting like asdfghjkl thanks to the injection that my darling mother told me to get at the clinic, in order to reduce the itchiness of my allergy, hurhur.

Don't even ask me how I got this allergy cause I seriously have no clue as to how it came about and what exactly I'm allergic to, how odd indeed. All I know is that, I've been itching like mad for the past week and the past 2 days were the worst. I couldn't sleep at night cause I'd just be scratching myself (not in the emo depressing, suicidal way horh, hahahaha) I hope this stupid allergy goes away soon :-(

Anyways, guess who got an A2 for O'level Malay, WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!! (yes, i'm referring to myself, hahahhahahahah) The first O'lvl paper that I set for and I ace it with a distinction, alhamdulillah. It feels good, yes it does :-) But tbh, I was crushed that I didn't get an A1, to the point whereby I let my emotions get the better of me and lost my senses for a moment there. I ended up breaking down and I just wanted to be alone. Nat tried to hold me back but I eventually walked away. Sorry darl, I was just having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that I didn't achieve the grade I wanted. Sigh. 

I can't deny that I still want that A1 though. It's a difference of one whole freaking point. It could make a difference to just about anything. Moreover, most of those whom I'm close to got mostly A1s, being one of the few who got an A2 kinda sucks tbh but oh well, no point moping about it anymore. Nevertheless, terima kasih Ya Allah kerana telah mengkabulkan doa saya untuk menerima keputusan yang cemerlang :-) 

-there was actually this other paragraph that i typed in but dk why it came out as some weird gibberish and so i deleted the whole thing and now i can't rmb what i typed so yeah, this is just for ur own info hahahah ok whuuuuud-

Hi Natasha Bee, congrats on your very first A1!! You deserve it after all the hard work you've put in and continue to put in :-) You're a role model to me in terms of how hardworking and driven you are. I guess I can say that you're part of the reason why I was determined to do well for the paper when it was nearing the exam date. As a result, I got more than a decent grade!! So, thank you luvvvv. I know I've been a pain in the ass whenever you tried to teach me and get me to focus but alhamdulillah, your efforts as well as mine have paid off, hehehe. But, that's just the first lap though! I've got 7 more laps to go and you have 8!! But it's okay, I'm sure we can get through this shit. We can do it. I know we can.

As the title denotes: Phase 1: Complete.

Btw, the pics were taken 2 days ago, hahahaha, eppppp. ;x

sup niggas.

I swear these babies are god-sent. Mmm mmm.

Tried out the cat ears app, is it working out for me? Hahaha.

Fa-fa-fa-favourite thang I got from Langkawiiiiiii c:

Sunday was basically an errands-running day.

Busy, busy day.

Tiring, tiring day.

Managed to get some work done for once. Woohoo.

Goodnight. x

That Something Xtra

qtpie boy I saw on the train. heh.

i seemed to catch him yawning everytime i tried to take his picture hahaha

Care for some type O blood anyone? ;-))
(don't worry, it's just syrup)

shitty face is shitty
shitty smile is shitty
shitty me is shitty

Spent the day at Ngee Ann Poly's Open House of 2013 today!

It was definitely an insightful experience.

Hmm, that is all.

I don't really like to say much nowadays or maybe it's just because I'm currently moodless.

Maybe, just maybe I'd type out a complete thought tmr (that is, if I'm done with homework)

Well, goodnight lovelies. x

It's the 5th.

Taken on Wed, 2nd of January 2013.

Okay, goodnight. x