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Saturday, March 24, 2012

You've got that one thing ;-))

Hi world, say hi to one of the awesome-est friends I've ever made :-)
Her name is Natasha Bee Bte Abdul Razak but I prefer to call her Raja Kumar/Anak Noob/Adolf Hitler/Princess (she calls herself that actually) :P
Anyways, we got closer last year but sadly, we kept being torn apart by countless misunderstandings and all  which was really very sad but without those misunderstandings, both of us wouldn't have become stronger.
Nearing the end of 2011, we eventually got closer but another misunderstanding had to occur again and we were this close to becoming mortal enemies (lol, sounds like a video game :P) and we swore never to befriend each other again but surprisingly, we didn't keep to our words and here we are, being the best buddies one could ever imagine. During the AEM week, we spent most of the time together and I was really thankful for that because we finally get to bond more. We rarely get to spend quality time with each other nowadays cause we're now in different classes and end at different timings almost everyday which is just sad ;\ 
Anyways, we have alot in common: 
  • We love to camwhore.
  • We fall for guys alot and easily as well.
  • We have alot of friends in common.
  • We are both funny (;
  • We are both awesome.
(Actually, got more ah but I cannot rmb. Eheh. ><)
Recently, she's finally gained her bestfriend back after countless misunderstandings, arguments and fights. I've got to be honest; I'm scared this will make us drift away because she means alot to me. And yes, I do admit I'm jealous because it's like she'd rather spend time with her than me. That's how I previously felt and will still probably feel but I've spent the whole day sorting out my thoughts. I read through our previous sms convos and realised how easily we could 'click' and all so why should I let my petty jealousy get in the way of our friendship? It's ok if I'm not her best friend, at least I'm sure I've got a space in her heart reserved for me already. (; Betul tak sayaang? LOLOLOL. 
I probably will never hold a candle to her best friend but I'm contented with being her buddy already. This girl has belanja-ed me food, stuff, gave me birthday gifts, been my webcamming buddy, crapped with me alot, camwhored with me and therefore, she's definitely one of the few whom I've shared my best memories with. Thanks for appearing in my life buddy, you're one of the best I've ever had <3
I know we've fought alot as well and are forever misunderstanding each other but I hope you do keep in mind that I'm willing to continuously put in the effort so I'm sure we can keep working things out. :-) It's just that, are you willing to be patient in this friendship with me? 
I know I can be a handful at times and annoying as well as sharp-tongued but believe me, I still love you to the ends of this earth. I hope that we can become closer and we'll stay friends forever.
And when I mean forever, it also means you must invite me to your future wedding okay bby?

Sayang kau dol mat <3 -minah heart shape pose- muax. xoxo. :*





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