This is the only life I've got so I won't let you destroy it by letting you and your nonsensical nonsense get to me. I don't live to please you my dear. You said that I lie to you but you've also been lying to me. You said that trust is earned but how am I even gonna earn it if you've never even trusted me in the first place? You said not to answer for you but you know that whatever I said is spot-on correct. You always want to win. Why can't you hear me out for once and accept the fact that maybe for once, I have actually won fair and sqaure? Why can't you be all that you want me to be? Why must you make me feel like such a failure when you yourself are as bad as that? Why are you such a... URGH.
Forget it. You're not even gonna care. Now, we're like so distant and you don't know how much that hurts me. You ask me to come clean with you and you don't even do the same. So, why should I listen? You don't even trust me. You hacked into my fb and my twitter acc. UNBELIEVABLE. I never thought you'd stoop so low. What happened to you? You said I've changed but so have you. Try to accept the fact, can or not? Stop blaming me for everything. I'm only human. I have wants. I also want to fly sometimes. I have hopeless, unrealistic dreams; yes. I knw but once again, I'm just human. JUST HUMAN.
I feel that only Blogger is where I get some privacy. You're just... URGH.
Entahlah okay. Continue being the whatever you want to be. I told you I'm try'na change.
I could have used EXPLICIT VULGARITIES in here to mock you but I didn't. I'm also surprised myself but I stand by my words and I fulfill it. So don't you dare put me down and tell me I haven't.
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