Lee Junho my Superman~♥

He just had to be created right? I wanna thank his momma personally for giving birth to such a beautiful soul like him :') Lee Junho will forever be mine. I DON'T CARE. I knw I can nvr own him physically but dreaming as though it may happen makes me happy enuf.
Junho oppa has not been using his Twitter acc recently :( That makes me upset. -sighs- Oppa, wo hen xiang ni...
He never gets enuf air time and I'm sad to see him in such a state. Ever since Jay left, 2PM is just...different, sad to say. But it's the truth. Only 2PM and JYP themselves knw wat reali happened during AAA period. There are many things I'm afraid of but the main thing is, I'm scared that all our favourite Kpop idols may just be putting on a front. They may just pretend to act all nice and cute but in real life, no one kws for sure if they're snobbish assholes who dun give a fcuk about others. I'm afraid to knw the truth. -sighs-
But yet, I dun feel that way towards Emperor Junho <3 I feel that way towards Nichkhun, honestly. It's just an instinct, I may be wrong. But, I may be right as well. Oh wells~ Only they themselves knw. But honestly, I dun believe every single one of them are just putting on a front. There must be a few that are truthfully beautiful souls :')
Lee Junho my love, till the day whereby the truth may be revealed, I will nvr stop believing in you and you can be assured of that. ♥♥♥
LEE JUNHO SARANGHAE♥♥♥

Cry me a river...

Chatted with Nasha just now. HAHA. Epic shizz babeyh~ Eh hadi, she likes u lah and u like her back! YAY! I shall play matchmaker then \m/ U two so cute lah. Dun bully Nasha eh hadi, she's my adik tau. ;> Alah hadi, u ni mat kental that is gd-looking, siape yg tak nak sia~ But I was shocked when you said you dun wan to be in a relationship in sec sch. (Y) I respect u for that BUT I dun tink that will be the case. Confirm u have gf in sec 1. Honestly, Nasha's a pretty bitch, u should go for her. HAHA. Ok, now I'm sounding too mean ;P Character wise, I duno :/ I was looking at her pictures, I tink she's taller than meeee!!! OMFG. UNFAIR.
Btw, I've got new target now ;> Yeah, you guessed it Nira. He's like angmoh and asian mix sia~ SO FRIGGIN HAWTTT <3 The irony is, I duno his name nor do I knw how old he is. Damn :/ Sad case. For some reason, I think he's in primary sch but for some reason, I dun tink so cos he dresses damn hot like a teenager. Oh wells :< Nvm, keep on persevering. MUAHAHAH.
I tink I'm becoming too despo again. Haha. I gotta admit it, I still find you cute lah Hadi. But too bad it aint meant to be. You go date my adik larh, alamak....
I've said too much now :-x Kthxbai <3

Pop the bottles in the ice~

Currently sms-ing my syg~ His gramps passed away tday. Dun be sad k syg? :-(

Musical Evening on Saturday was actuali uber awesome excluding the fact that I was crying like shit when I realised SS3 tix were sold out. I was like WTF?!?!?! Went down to the Heeren yesterday to try my luck at getting SS3 tix. Total failure :/ Bought Mnet concert tix instead. WTF LARHHH! I want SS3 tix!!!! That's why I'm gonna stay up tnite to try my luck at the publice sales tnite! Cmon, pls give me the tix! I NEED THEM SO BADLY!!! :'(

Nickhun oppa had a fantalk on twitter just now! But he nvr reply my tweet :/ Bleh. Oh wells~ Far East Movement rocks like random shizz sia! Like a G6 and Rocketeer rocks manzxc~ Fatin and Mai r starting to suspect me and my syg. Shit sia. And mai, you and faris should date like srsly :) 

Right now, I just hope that Allah will help me in getting the SS3 tix! Pls ya allah! I really am desperate for them! :'(

Syed talked to me on fb just now. Looks like he still likes me and has not forgotten all the mean shit I did to him in the past :/ Sori syed! But in the past, you were reali pissing me off. That rich boy has 1 SS3 ticket to spare me but he's deciding whether to give me or not. Pls syed! I need it very badly, consider me despo or whatnot but I just want that friggin ticket!!! 

Life has just been hell for me.. Yesterday was fcuked up. You may see smiling on the outside but god knws what's going on in the inside. I confided in my syg yesterday, told him stuff that I should not even have told him. Maybe it's bcos I trust ppl too easily? He promised me that he's not a mistake. I sure hope so :/ I LOVE YOUH SYG! YOU HAVE BEEN THE BEST! YOU CANNOT LEAVE ME ALONE ANYMORE? UNDERSTAND? \m/ ♥♥♥

TeenageKpopDream~

Currently Tumblr-ing. I'm so proud of myself, you know why? Cos I deleted 1 out of my 3 Tumblrs! Pro rite? -wink wink- I deleted the teenagekpopdream one. Then, I renamed the kpop-paparazzi one as teenagekpopdream. So yeah, confusing life story :) So chio right the gurl in the picture up there? She reminds me of BoA. Eh nat, I need you to follow me on Tumblr again, hehes. You knw the link kan? ;> Janani is currently obsessed with Twitter. Tsk. As for me, I'm addicted to this wonderful thing called the Internet. Hell yeah it's so awesome~ <3
Well, yesterday was not. Started talking to Ridhuan again. I must be a mad ass to do that. We almost 'k-ed' last night but hell no, I still got my senses horh. He said, "Maybe next time." I dun even want it to happen. I've been thinking. Honestly, I rather do it wif my syg than do it with H.I.M. Sori Ridhuan, crushed ur hopes again ;-P I was surprisingly nice to him yesterday. Eww, gross. I can't believe I was so out-of-character yesterday. Like wtf?!
Had so much fun sms-ing my syg yesterday! Whee~ Love you syg~ I've now been promoted. He calls me wife now ;) So happie~ I'm on cloud 11. No more cloud 9! I dah hapuskan liao. Hee hee~ Hi husband, I <3 you -hugs-
Ok, I should get off Blogger now. Bb ^^

Imma be rocking ur world~

Had angklung again just now. Saturday's musical evening! YAY! \m/ I'm kinda excited actuali for some awkward reason. YUPDUPDUP. Tmr, wow tmr. I'm probably gonna go to Ridhuan's house for Hari Raya Haji. I DUN WAN. I want to talk to my syg~♡ I love my syg loads! He's my batman and minah♡ We've been together for 6 days syg! I ♡ YOU. L8r must sms me kay? ^^ Ate with Nat and Janz just now. EPIC SHIT. Nat nat, baru je 13 and you already had ur first kiss. Syiok seyh~ Aku pun nak ;> HAHA. Ok, being too naughtyeh now ;-P I wanna delete my tumblr cos having 3 Tumblrs ain't helping cos I keep procrastinating. Hi Ridhuan, I knw ur still despo for me but too bad, I attached to my syg liao♡ My syg says he's forever free for me! Aww.. I heartzxc him to the max X 100!

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ my sayang~

Imma pick myself up and continue running~♡

Imma be looking so fly~ Imma be touchin' the sky~

Went to Johor yesterday. It was a complete waste of my time. I didn't enjoy any part of it except when Hadi was acting all goofy. HAHA. Cute lah he ;> Ridhuan was acting all emo. IDGAF. Just because I didn't wanna talk to him, he acted emo. The more emo he acted, the more I wanted to tampar his muke sia! @#$%! Later in the day, I felt that I should talk to him but the more he tried to act pitiful, the more I felt like, why the fcuk should I sia? The only gd part was when we went to eat seafood at Senibong. It was niceeee babeyh~ But all the while, I was missing my minah ;( Minahhhh~ I missed you like shit lah yesterday! When I finally reached Singapore, I texted my minah immediately! Whee~ Hi syg, I just wanted to let you knw that I love youh so much and yes syg, we have many yrs ahead of us ;> ♥ ♥ ♥ Muaks syg!

Oh, and the best part is yet to come. *sarcasm intended* I'm gonna meet Ridhuan again nxt wed and nxt, nxt saturday or is it a sunday? And then Dec, we're all going to KL together! YAY! \m/ I'm so happy, NOT. I rather spend my time goyang kaki with my syg ♥ ♥ ♥
Hi syg! We've been together for 5 days liao~ I'm so happiee~ I'm oso Nat's abg ipar now. Like wtf? XD 


Had anklung earlier in the day. I'm now tired and duno wat to do. Damn, i need to stop procrastinating. But, I can't ;>

It hurts on that special day itself.

Video of the day: 2NE1-It hurts

Today is my birthday manzxc. I got quite a few presents and damn, do I love them! This year, my birthday is different. No birthday cake and no fancy celebration. But it's ok, as long as I got to spend it with my mother :) I LOVE YOU MUMMY! It's uber cool how we share the same birthday :D
Hi ElectroKid, I duno if u knw that it's my birthday today. I duno why u ain't replying my smses. Maybe ur Prepaid's low again? I duno.. But I tot u just topped it up that day.. Watever lah..
And btw, I'm starting to get pissed with you Ridhuan. Really pissed. So do me a favour and just zip it for the time being. Kthxbai.