She's moved on and I feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. If she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others. She thought you were different but she was wrong. Now, you're just another guy to her.

Criticism, like rain, should be gentle enough to nourish a man's growth without destroying his roots. #islam #wisdom

Random post here peepoz. This picture reminded me of the dunno what Typo shop that I've been dying to go to. Hmm, maybe I should go there tomorrow. Oh well, see first ah. Woop.

Boyce Avenue

"Just shut up and enjoy the music."

I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams.

It's been quite awhile since we last texted each other eh? But, I feel it's better we keep it this way though cause we somehow, always end up fighting/quarreling/arguing in the end through texts which just really sucks okay. I've had enough of misunderstandings with you. I just want us to be friends but it seems that, trying to achieve that alone is hard enough. The sad thing now is, we're just strangers or that seems like what we're appearing to be. Seriously, must it come to this? We were once so close and now, we're so distant? Can you bear to let go of whatever we had once upon a time ago? What we had; made me so happy. Did it make you happy too? Will I have the chance to share this happiness with you again or be the one to put a smile on your face? Despite all that has happened, I still wish we can be more than friends and I don't mean best friends. I mean...sighs, you know what I mean. I just miss you alot. Yes, I do.

Do you miss me too, at all?

life's all about awkward moments, friendly gestures and tough rides.

Your prince will come. He may not be riding a white horse,or have a big castle.But he'll want you & that will be better than any fairytale .

Funny how we try to move on and at the same time, hold on. 

I've been trying to forget you, which I successfully did for awhile there but I realised that, I kinda miss you again.

you won't find faith or hope down a telescope

you won't find heart or soul in the stars

you can break everything down to chemicals

but you can't explain a love like ours

run baby run, don't ever look back.

Happy moments, Praise God. Difficult moments, Seek God. Painful moments, Trust God. Every moment, Thank God. ♥

When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you. Now, I love you and I'm afraid to lose you

THIS. "#S have to be more aware of what they say. It might potentially hurt someone."

You made me fall for you while you still have feelings for her. So......I'm supposed to suffer myself. Dude fuck you.

Well technically, people who know me well, will probably know who I've specially dedicated this quoted sayings to. You may already guess it by now so yeppp.

That is all.

Why am I the solo player in this game for two?

Had a super busy day today converting oxygen into carbon dioxide.

LOL, got that from some tweet I chanced upon on Twitter.

Anyways, today has been pretty ok I guess.
I dunno if it's just me but I feel as though each day is getting suckier as time passes by.
It's like everything's suddenly changing and it's just too much for me to bear at once.
Everyone's like drifting away and it's really scary.
Friends suddenly become strangers.
People you thought you could once trust now appear to be the backstabbers instead.
You just don't know who's worth your time, trust and effort.
Nothing is everlasting; that's life.
And you know what?
Life is just getting more frightening.
If that's the way life is gonna be then, I don't wanna live.

Just take me away from this cruel and judgemental society. 

It's the little things that matter the most.

"In these bodies we will live. In these bodies we will die. Where you invest your love, you invest your life" - Mumford and Sons

Finally met Vanessa after like 2 whole years HOMG. I swear today is like the 2nd/3rd/4th best day of 2012 so far for me :') The 1st best day of this year would be when I met ______. But, getting to meet Van again just makes things all better :-) I loveeee this girl ttvm. We weren't that close in primary school but when we finally parted ways to go to different secondary schools, we became closer. It's as the saying goes, "You never really know how much someone/something means to you until you're distanced further apart from them/lose them."

I borrowed Shabirah's polaroid camera ytd night and there was 1 more film left inside so I decided to take an instax with Van. But then, the primary school girl whom we asked to help talk our picture was a serious total noob. HAHA, so, the instax film turned out blank ); LOL, but I'll still keep it for memories sake <: 

Sighs, if only the instax turned out nicely ): I would really love to look at the picture everyday. Huhu.

Took pictures with out phones instead after that lolololol. The one up there was taken using my iPhone Path app. I look really unglam but heck uh, Van looks so qtpie <: She ain't my bestf but she's a really good friend of mine and I love her to death. I talked to her; confided in her about the current problems that I'm facing and I just love telling her stuff. 

She doesn't give the best advice but she's a really, really good listener. She was listening to my rants so focused-ly and I was honestly, secretly happy in my heart cause it's great to see someone care for me alot. :') Thank youuuu Vannnn <3 <3 <3 I'm really blessed to have you in my life.

Doesn't Vannnn look totally adorbz/qtpie in the pic? NYEHEHE. I sound so pedo but heck uh, I love my awesome friend ;-)) She's very smart lehhh!! She transferred from Cedar to go to VJC for the IP program this year. I'm so proud of her! <3 She still looks as cute as ever in real life and her personality's just soooooo ARGH ASDFGHJKL CUTE OKAYYYY. I might turn lesbian for her. AHAHHHAHA. Kidding lahhhh ;P But it's true, I love her loadssssssss. I rmb how I was struggling last year with everything and how she bothered to spend time sending me looooooong smses, advising and comforting me to get on with life and stay strong. She's the best lah okay. Gosh, this is like a dedication post to her. HAHAHA.

Well, I've gotta finish up my Chem tuition hw and revise a bit. After Chem tuition, I shall revise peribahasa till 10/10:30pm? #okcan #missionPOSSIBLE :-) 

Let's just forgive & forget alright? but promise me one thing, that the feeling STAYS and ain't gonna be going anywhere.

I'll wait for as long as it takes.

As long as we can see the same sky, breathe the same air ,step on the same planet , then you and I are not impossible.

If you honestly feel like you can walk away, then go. My future will never be tied to anyone who feels like they can just get up & leave.

#memories

hehehe; some pictures from our 2S1 days <':

What you did to me; boy, I can't forget.

"Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn't feel the same. The first couple of months or even years it may be the best thing you ever wished for, but eventually someone loses feelings, gets to busy, or doesn't even bother to try. You know why? Because they're comfortable. The beginning is all about the chase. Can you keep up? If you can then you'll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore. You aren't afraid to lose them because they're yours. Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there. It all flashes by so fast. So, cherish what you have."

"Im sick of life. Im sick of what im seeing. Im sick of all the typical problems that all Man including me have to face. Yeah, im sick of everything im experiencing now. Im sick of the fact that im always the one who has to take care of people's feelings. Im sick of people who want so badly to fit in, but resort to sick and foul ways. Im sick of people acting like others when i know that's not them and they had an awesome personality. Im sick of people who try to so hard to copy whatever im doing, fuck them really. Im sick of people who wont stop bringing me down. Im sick of people thinking that im someone you can play with, i know i look really soft and nice, but you havent see the other side of me, have you? Im sick of how corrupted people can get (including me). Im sick of how easily people can get replaced, fyeah. Im sick of people telling stuff like "hey i love you" but they dont mean it. Im sick of people who always try to impress others by not being themselves. 
Im sick of this world." 

And yknow, I think I should stop this. But, it will take a long time. How do you heal this broken heart?

 Im sick of people telling stuff like "hey i love you" but they dont mean it

THIS.

Am I supposed to let you go cause I'm a selfish bitch. I can't bear to let you go. 

I don't want her to have you.

"I want you to want me back. I want you to tell me you still need me. I want to be loved. Is it wrong? I want you to break away from your shield and mask of egoism. I want you to show the whole world how scared you are because believe me, you are not alone. Everyone's scared, but if you showed this to me, I swear I will stay right next to you through thick and thin no matter how late or early it is. Yes, this is how much I am willing to do for you. And I care. Is it wrong? This is so unfair. Life is so unfair."

"I realized no matter how hard I pray to get you back, no matter how much I want you back, no matter how hard I work to get you back, it won't ever happen."

Silence speaks when words can't.

 

Took this on the bus with that bimbo up there just now ;-))

She's been really annoying lately but nevertheless, she's still a good friend. :-)

K, please don't kembang when you see this Natasha.

Took this one when I reached home. 

I have this habit of taking the perfect photo of the day, the moment I reach home.

It's how I try to feel good about myself.

I'm not trying to come across as an egoistic person but more of a person, who craves confidence.

A confident girl is an attractive one. Yaaa hurd'?

Anyways, alot has been happened lately. I would love to start from whatever happened on the 4th of Feb but, I'm not sure if I wanna announce it to the whole world just yet. I'm just gonna keep that secret of mine within my circle of friends and to myself. I just really miss that somebody I met on that day/night.

Hey you, if you ever happen to read this, gosh, I really miss you although it's been just 4-5 days.

You still owe me that hug and ice cream rmb?

I really love you. Please believe me?

And if there ever is a chance for us to be together again, would you grab it like how I most probably/definitely would? Hmm?

Sigh, I love you.

What is your relationship status?

single but taken by heart :-)

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

Who do you fear losing the most?

This special someone :\

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

If you could listen to only one band for the rest of your life, which band would it be?

The Script :-)

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

If you could only listen to one music genre for the rest of your life, which genre would it be?

poppppppppppp

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

Biggest pet peeves?

One word replies/short replies when i bother sending a chunk load sms.
I go mad whenever I receive a "k" or "lol" as a reply.
I mean like, srsly? =____________=

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

Are you in love right now?

YES <3

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

Short or long hair?

longgggggggggg <3

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

Amira you pretty girl, don't be upset anymore ok!! :) MUST SMILE MORE (BECAUSE YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL LIKE THAT) IF NOT NO GUY WOULD WANT YOU. K no kidding!

Awwhhhh Hiddayahhhh ILY and thank youuu <333 HAHAHA OK SURE ;D

Blah de Blahs go here ;D

It's tough being the nice guy but it's also tough being the quiet girl who's secretly in love with you.

I guess second best is all I will know , because when I'm with him I'm thinking of you . 
- thinking of you , Katy Perry .