Day 10 - Post anything you want

ALAMAK. What to post?
K takper, I shall just make this seem like one of those normal blog posts then :>

Today was just ARGH. 
First, insecurities.
Second, confrontation.
Third, betrayal.
Fourth, scolding.
Fifth, regret.

Just let me die please. And 'Cal', I cannot believe you're sucha fugging backstabber. GTH PLEASE.
Really ok, why r u so meannnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!! *Nad's accent*
So apparently, ur the cause of all the pain and hatred within our grp.
ANNOYING PLEASE. -.-
We have enough headache and heartache ok. You tambah some more, you will see blue black on your face.
How dare you fugging make Nat cry. ASSHOLE.
And Ma, stop hacking my fb and twitter ok. I knw you mean well but there's something called human privacy rights ok. I'm human and I deserve privacy. Yes, I went to Macs okay. But, we did do work! And yes, I am vulgar but I've already begun on my quest to stopping that bad habit wayyyyy before we even went on our Umrah trip. I'm not as bad as you think! You read my tweets right? Then you will see something like this:
"Deep inside, I'm still the same old me. Really."
"It's just that I've been hurt too much to be nice and innocent anymore."
"I still care about who I am, how I act and who I wanna be. I do."
I... I... Sighs. I give up. If you wanna continue thinking what you're thinking, then go ahead. I live my life to please no one. But I'll prove you wrong. I'll work hard and get back up on my feet ; show you that I'm still the same old me deep inside.
YOU'LL SEE.

Day 9 - If you really know me, you know that (complete the sentence)

That I'm so awesome like whut.
K lol just kidding. But you can't deny there's that little bit of awesomeness in me yo (;

K, serious, serious.

- Really nice to the people I care about
- I can be sarcastic but I honestly don't really mean what I say most of the time
- I'm really trying my best to change, bit by bit
- I'm afraid of losing someone I care about
- I can actually be pretty funny at times
- I eat ALOT but I never put on weight
- I'm funnier on Twitter and Fb than in person
- I gots swag yo

Day 8 - Places you want to visit someday

HOHO :3
Interesting topic we have here.

1. SOUTH KOREA *opera voice*
2. CALIFORNIA
3. PARIS
4. MALDIVES
5. AUSTRALIA

Okay, I gotta be honest.
I'm only sure of the 1st one. The rest are places which I just thought of but of course it would be dope if I could actually go there.
Well, I'm gonna stop here.
 Time for 1 AFF before I sleep and leave tmr :)

Day 7 - Your fears

Point form makes life easier yo:

• Cockroaches
• Lizards
• Rats
• Spiders
• Parents
• Being caught in the act
• Scared of not knowing myself anymore one day
• Falling in love
• Commitment
• Trust
• Betrayal
• Lust

Life has it's bad stuff :/

Day 6 - If you could switch lives with anyone, who would it be? Why?

Must it be someone I knw or can it be like some famous, rich celeb?
I shall do one for each of the mentioned above okay? :)

If it's someone I know:
I would honestly like to switch lives with Natasha Bee Bte Abdul Razak.
Yeah, I said it. She's probably gonna think I'm mad for saying this but I absolutely love what she has that I don't! C'mon, she's a rich kid and she gets to hang out with guys (even if it's done secretly). She's kissed and hugged guys before. She goes shopping most of the time. She buys all those stuff I wanna buy! (Cotton On, Forever 21, etc) She has a sister to talk to and spend time with when she's alone although her sister can be annoying. The only downside to her life is her parents. They're kinda problematic I guess? (From what I've heard from Nat so far) But despite that, yeah, I wanna live her life so badly ):
#jealouskid101
Oh and her mum allows her to wear shorts and mini-skirts too. Pffsh. Unfair much -.-


If it's some rich, famous celeb:
I would like to switch lives with any Korean pop star celeb (preferably female of course). I wanna knw how it is like to live the life of such a person. Is it as tough as it seems to be? Besides, singing is one of my passions. I would love to do something I'm passionate about for a living, Who wouldn't? I want to know how it is like to have millions of fans, fangirling or fanboy-ing over me. (HEHE) I want to be able to meet other male, Korean hunky celebs, make friends with them, start a secret relationship with them (; HOHO :3


Well, that's just a dream. That's why it sound oh so stupid and ridiculous but a girl can dream, can't she? :p

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses her blanket

Take, take, take my hand.

Grab, grab, grab my hand.

2 more days till you return. Hmm... and 2 more days after that till we meet again.
Seems like the number 2 has alot of meaning for us.
Urgh. I sound like some pathetic damsel in emotional distress.
Every vein of mine is missing you.
Woah ceyh, semangat (Y)
K, the part highlighted in blue was done yesterday and then kept in draft so dun be confused ah,
Well, I'm currently jammin' loud tunes in my dining room, with the stereo blasting. HOHO :3
I loveeeeee the feeling <33
My maid keeps saying, "Best ah dik! Best ah!"
We cleaned up the old CD player/radio and its stereos and VOILA!
We have awesome beats pumping up the room \m/
Eva came to my house today! She's my niece btw.
She is fugging cute now okayyyyyy.
She is so smart for a 16 mth old baby.
She pretended to talk on the phone (She unfortunately broke my home phone :/)
She fed me jelly and biscuit!!! ARGH <33
Thanks to Eva, I think I'm falling in love with children again :')
Never thought this day would happen yo.

Take a look at my awesome niece, Eva :D

So cuteee righttttttt my goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh <33333333333333333333

Kbai, I have to complete 1 maths doc and 20 new phrases.
Goodthebye yo!
I'll do the 6th day of my Tumblr Challenge later :D

Day 5 - Write 5 things you want to say to 5 different people

I'll do this in an awesomely cool way yo.

1. For Natasha Bee

2. For Ridhuan

3. For Nabilah 

4. For Myself

5. For Rasul

Disclaimer: The names below the picture(s) are the end for each person. (Sounds weird but you get what I mean) :p

Ehhhh cool kan the way I do it? (;

I don't wanna say too much so I let the pictures talk for me.

But esp to Rasul, pleasepleaseplease leave me alone.

I don't like you anymore (I'm not sure) I just don't want my feelings to be aroused again after finally getting over you. Stop texting me when u have a gf. Stop complimenting me. Stop being so gatal. I hate it ok.

Day 4 - Your favourite quote

Hmm.. That's a hard one yo but I guess it's currently gotta be this one:

You either live your life or just exist.

Something like that uh. Gotta keep this post short.
Reading Macbeth and going around asking people to vote for me after being nominated as BOTW.
HOHO :3
Goodthebyes.

Day 3 - Your pet peeves

Aaahhh~ Interesting topic here yo.
Here's some for starters:

These 2 situations pain me all the time. Sighs.

Others would probably include:

• ONIONS ; BAWANG GORENG
• MY BROTHER NOT FLUSHING THE TOILET.
• MY BROTHER NOT PEEING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION & SPUTTERING HIS PEE EVERYWHERE EXCEPT THE TOILETBOWL.
• MY 2nd BROTHER -.-
• Slow internet connection.
• Being a lazy pig.
• Having no motivation to do something actually worth my time.
• Youtube videos buffering. Pffsh.
• Being ugly. (People call me cute which means adorable but ugly. I take that as a insult yo.)
• UNABLE TO STOP REBLOGGING FROM TUMBLR. TSK.

Yep, so the usual ; the highlighted ones I have more hatred for.

K gotta go. Terpakse keep this post short.

This Tumblr Challenge is taking me away from my keratan akhbar. 

Goodthebye. <:

Day 2 - Your likes and dislikes

Let's do this in point form yo <:
and maybe throw in some pics here and there ;>

LIKES

• The colour, PINK. (Psst! I used to hate it.)
• Eating vegetables. (#likeagoodkidyo)
• Tumblr-ing from time to time. (cos of the cute, pretty pichas and those pretty gurllsss)
• Korean Language (It's really very nice!!!)
• K-POP (used to love it but now, I'm just liking it)
• GIF images (my life <3)
• Listening to music. (No music = me cannot survive)
• Singing <3 (Maybe, just maybe, I can sing? :p)
• Reading R-rated Fanfics. (I'm corrupted now people)
• Saying HOHO :3 (Psst! HOHO :3)
• Social Networking (: (Mummy says I'm good at this but not good at studies. HOHO :3)
• Procrastinating  (Sadly)
• B.O.Y.S  (HOHO :3)

HEHE. Told ya I like to say "HOHO :3" (;

DISLIKES

• ONIONS.
• Assholes.
• NOT BEING TRUSTED ENOUGH.
• TREATED LIKE SHIT.
• BRINJAL.
• GINGER. (Pffsh, k fine. I guess I'm starting to like it now :p)
• BAWANG GORENG. (This one can GTH please)
• FAKE FRIENDS. (not implying anyone though so please don't terase.)
• PETTY MISUNDERSTANDINGS. (all the time I tell you. tsk.)

The highlighted ones are the ones that I dislike more or have a certain hatred for. Oh well. Deal with it suckers.

                                                                                                                                                                     

I don't have any pictures of my dislikes lehhh.

Like c'mon, who would keep pictures of their dislikes? -.-

K, I guess that's all for now <:

Gonna do my keratan akhbar. 

Byebye darlingggsss ;>

Day 1 - Introduce yourself and 5 facts

Hello worlldddd <:

Well the person up there is obviously not me.

Do I look like a guy to you? HAHA

That's my darling Minhyuk from CN-BLUE <3

So it looks I'm made to introduce myself.

Well, here it goes:

People call me Lim most of the times. 

I'm currently going on to the age of 14, residing in the East of sunny Singapore, hoping to pass her secondary maths someday.

I've been into K-POP since March 2010 but I've been getting tired of it lately for some reason I do not know of. 

I just feel that I can relate to English songs better.

Guess those people were right ; it's all just a fad.

But I still like K-POP quite a lot ; just not SO into it like last time.

Never thought this day would come when I dare to say ; I think I prefer E-POP now :/

I find myself very weird. 

One moment, I can be totally into this guy, willing to give up everything for him.

And the next, I just feel like toying around with guys.

I don't know :/

I'm currently pretty crazy over my cousin right now or maybe not. Mixed feelings yo.

There was a time when I almost became bi though. SCARY STUFF.

I'm a very, very, very sick-minded person who lovesssss to read R-rated fanfics. HOHO :3

And now I would love to talk more but I just realised that I've already stated 5 wondersome facts (or maybe more) about myself. I am a lazy pig who needs to sleep now. Tata~

MOFO

Ngeh. The previous Tumblr Challenge got deleted. 

I just had to procrastinate :/

Oh wells I found another one but it ain't exciting as the previous one:

http://syongtim.tumblr.com/post/4821079517/10-day-tumblr-challenge

10 day tumblr challenge

1. Introduce yourself and 5 facts

2. Your likes and dislikes

3. Your pet peeves

4. Your favorite quote

5. Write 5 things you want to say 5 different people.  

6. If you could switch lives with anyone, who would it be? Why?

7. Your fears

8. Places you want to visit someday

9. If you really knew me you know that (finish sentence)

10. Post anything you want

I shall start on the first one while waiting for my sayur asam soup to be prepared. HOHO :3

Day 01 - Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

This is part of the 10 day Tumblr Challenge: http://heckyeahtumblrchallenges.tumblr.com/post/970177156/10-day-challenge

1. Natasha - (You were the first to come to my mind) I really cherish having you as a friend but I wish that you could treat me the same way as the others because I feel really undermined at times. Maybe not as the same level as Teevee but as your other common friends such as Janzxc and Farhana. But honestly, I don't ever want to lost this friendship with you so I hope you do not play with my feelings. If you have been doing so, I rather you tell me now than make me wait and suffer in the future. Berdosa nanti. Not implying anything though. And btw, I know I'm not the nicest person ever that you could hope for but I hope you can sense how much you mean to me. I know we used to fight alot and it's probably gonna happen again but at the end of the day, I love you my dear diam atas <3
2. Janani - (Second darling person to come to my mind) Hey pandi :> You're one of the best I've ever had and please don't stop being the awesome pandi you are who makes everyone laugh and brightens up our day without fail be it rain or shine. Phew! That was a mouthful. Anyways, I talked to you about something yesterday and I hope you will take it into consideration. Maybe, it's just me being all sensitive but that's what human feelings are for. I'm not blaming you or anything. I just want to correct things before it gets too late. I know I may not be the bestest friend ever and I may be mean at times but trust me, you're very important to me. Please don't ever forget that.<3
3. Farhana - (Sorry for thinking about third but you still mean alot to me) 

This was the original post. But after all that's happened, I shall redo it (:

But I still dare to post it up though because I dun wanna feel like a coward or anything.

Wait for the new post! HOHO :3

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

Hi worlddddddddddd <:

I've finally prioritised the important from the non-important after wasting almost my whole day away. And now I'm currently jamming to LOVE GIRL by CN-BLUE <3

That song never fails to make me happy. 

Batt was right ; smiling and staying positive is the first step to being happy :')

I feel so much better now after that yo. It really works!

I'm almost done with malay paper. After that, I shall eat dinner and catch my daily Channel 8 drama and start with my keratan akhbars. I shall attempt to complete at least 2 by tonight ^^

I dun have much time left to complete all my work but I kinda like the feeling ; being hardworking by cramming everything and then being able to relax afterwards.

Yeah, I like that :)

It seems that I can't decide btw the 2 of them but I've officially decided to stay single. I like being #foreveralone like the way it is now (:

Maybe have a little mini-flings here and there but ultimately, I know my limits.

Live and let live. I fought with my maid yesterday.

She hurt me big time but I've come to my senses. I shall not trust anybody 100% anymore.

I may feel like slapping her face big time and punching her in the face but I can't deny that I've had some of the best times in my life with her and no way will I ever regret that.

I told you I'd stay positive from now on and I wasn't kidding okay.

I mean what I say from now on. Well, maybe certain things <:

And honestly & sincerely, I can't stop jamming to LOVE GIRL by CN-BLUE <3

It srsly never fails to make me happy. Thanks so much composer of this song <3

Now the only person left to help think positively is Nat Bee. I'm determined to make her see the brighter side of life from now on. With a little help from ElectroKid as well. HEHES.

You know, I know Nat Bee (;

Good the bye. Dinner now. HOHO :3