Life is just a bitch. It stabs you in the back, never in the front. It just hurts. I miss the past. As we grow older, why do we have more insecurities? Why do we desert each other for another? Why do we backstab each other? Why do we become more uncaring? Why do we like to hurt others unknowingly? Why do we NEVER want to admit our fault? Why? T-T
Yes bitch, I'm talking about you. It hurts me to call you that you knw because in the past, you weren't like that. Now, it seems like we are worthless to you. I'm not the only one who's hurt. You knw, I knw. You've hurt more people; we've hurt more people. We shouldn't be doing this. So can we just stop? Why can't things go back to the way they were? Why do the good things never last? Why this, why that? WHY?
And to think yesterday, I thought things were getting better. Even the fortune cookie on fb said someone close is seeking a reconcilation. I was happygurl101 till today happened and it just hurts. You will forever be cherished as my dearest fren whether or not you treat me the same way. I just wish you knew how much it effing hurts.
You're not the only hurting. Remember that.