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Monday, February 21, 2011

Now I'm just chillin' feel like I'm killin~

Hi there Kim Kibum ^^ Why you so cute <3 He's my latest crush! HEHE. OH OH OH. And also Changmin from TVXQ <3
Let me introduce you to him:

Now that cute guy clappin away is definitely owned by ME (; HEHE. I just watched Sj-M's new MV! OMG FLUBBER AWESOMEEEE LAH OK. I cannot stop listening to it! #nowplaying PERFECTION <3 Wookie finally got a solo part in the song! YAY \m/ OTL
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Alot happened during these past few days. I duno whether to feel happy or sad bout it. Tday was just.. awkward I guess. It's hard to pretend nothing happened when big shit came my way. It hurts, it friggin hurts but I can't do anything bout it. Maybe it's fate :\ We made straw hearts in sch tday! I gave my first one to Farhana <3 Cos I feel I've been under-appreciating her and I dun wan her to feel like that anymore. I want that pandi to knw that I love her to death <3 I gave my other hearts to Teevee, my new-found husband, and that's about it I guess? I couldn't make anymore. Well actually, I asked Sherri to help me make them. HEHE. But of course I wish I could have given away some more like to Janzxc, Marianne, Nat and a few others. Dun be mad k guys ><
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Hey Nat. I knw shit has happened. I knw. You knw, I knw that you knw so dun pretend nothing happened. I just wanna say even if one day, you were to give up on this frenship for whatever reason, I WILL NEVER give up hope on it. I SWEAR ACROSS THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I just wished you'd realise that...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Take a breath, hold tight ♥


Hearing them bitches scream wild makes me wanna do the same   OH OH OH. I'm SOOOO gonna use that for my next blog post title (;

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Ok, forget bout that first part. That part was kept in draft for like 2 or 3 wks now. I knw, I knw. I'm a HUGE procrastinator but too bad, that's how I am :P But recently, I've been trying to change my ways. I've become more 'hardworking' now compared to last year ok.  Well, I'm just feeling really depressed now. Science test is this Friday and I'm honestly not ready for it. I'm currently revising for the test but my asshole of a father is just putting more pressure on me. Fcuk him lah ok. Yes, I hate my dad. I dun give a damn whether u guys think I'm a unfillial daughter cos u guys duno the shit he has put me thru. He thinks he is trying to help when he is just giving off more negative vibes. Yes, I appreciate the fact he's trying to help but he's being a bitch by thinking that he's always correct and I should only listen to his words and follow his sayings. LIKE WTF. BITCH OFF SIA. I'm already trying my best to cope and here u r demoralising me. Eh if like that, just fcuk off frm my life sudah ok. I dun need a fcuking asshole like u in my life. Gd enuf my fren is trying to help me as much as she can and it's like u fcuking dun appreciate it at all. I dun wan Andre to teach me ok. Yes, I fcuking hate ur side of the family. Yes, I knw he's a smart-ass and he can probably help me. But I dun wan him to help. It's not that I'm trying to be bodoh sombong ok, it's just that I just dun want! CAN'T U FCUKING UNDERSTAND ENGLISH?! I've had enuf of ur fcuking depression lah ok. I dun a fcuking damn. It doesn't give u the fcuking right to abuse ur authority and treat me like fcuking crap shit. If that's what ur here to do, I'll make sure u fcuking pay in the future ; maybe not now but just u wait. I'll make u regret all the shit you've done to me in the past, I swear. And maybe that's what u just are ; a troublemaker, like what is shown in the photo above. =.=
And one more thing u stuck up piece of shit ; Dun fcuking involve anybody else in this. Your main target is me so leave everyone else out of this. Dun be a fcuking coward. It can just be us, 1:1. I may not win but neither am I loser
And eh Hazeem, stop being fcuking annoying ok. I fcuking dun like u ANYMORE. PERIOD.

Hi Farhana. You must be happy I updated my blog like finally huh. Well, enjoy reading about my painful life. Kthxbai. (: