Can I get more haggard-looking than in the picture above? ^
Sigh, the past few days have been killer.
Quarreled with my mum again and in public this time round when she embarrassed me in front of everyone just because she was tired and angsty. That still doesn't give you the right to humiliate your own daughter. #justsaying Chem tuition just made me feel 'ngeh'. In the earlier weeks, I actually thought I could pass Chem but now, it'd be a miracle if I even pass. I'm just hoping, praying and not to mention, trying my best.
Still feel like I've not exactly given my 'best' though. Anyhow, there's no point in moping around. Today's Pure Lit paper 2 was slightly harder and more indirect than expected but still quite manageable I guess! I only look forward to doing pretty decently for Lit but I'm still not gonna expect a particular grade cause expectations are forever leading to disappointments.
Tomorrow's amath and I've already given up. I can't lie to myself and say that I'm trying my best for amaths cause I'm really not. I just can't, it's really not my thing. I'm only praying I don't F9 it again. Even an E8 would be so much better than an F9 so.......God, pretty please? >:
If I get up to a D7, I'll just be speechless and really thankful. I can't possibly ask for anything else. That'd be the cream of the crop of miracles. (if you get what I mean)
Ya Allah, please let tmr's amath paper be manageable for me to get at least a 20-25 mark out of 80? I'm not asking for much so....please? Sigh, I almost forgot. No expecting anything, I need to stick by that rule I've set for myself. #leggo 2 more days, I can do this. C'mon, I just gotta give it all I got. Don't fear failure Amira, just take it as a stepping stone. You can do it, you can really do it. Please, don't give up. :-(
Gonna start on amath at 4:15pm. (please honour your words Amira)
Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me?
